*Jah Youth
I waited. I waited for Janelle to come out the bathroom, to say that I'm FEELING her would be much of an understatement, I know she has feelings for me.
The bathroom door opened and in came the woman I've found myself not being separated from in 24 hours. She looked beautiful.....she's nothing less than that, but when she's all natural with no make up, hair messy and in a tight tank is NOTHING but pure sexy. Her legs....looked long and toned in the short basketball shorts, her stomach looked flatted but fit with a cute butterfly tattoo about her pierced belly button. I couldn't help but stare, and the way she blushed under my stare led me to think that she wanted me to stare. Janelle's a man eater and wears her crown proudly on her head. She pretty much knows she can have whatever man, but still has some type of innocence to her, and that isn't found often where I come from.
Hiding her smile she walked over to me standing between my legs as I sat at the edge of the bed. I gripped her waste rubbing my thumbs in a soothing way. Her fingers drove in my waved and half curls reminding me that I indeed need a trip to the shop, but nonetheless I relaxed under her movements.
"You keep making me blush Jah stop." She smiled staring down at me
"It's beautiful on you....like you should do it all the time....and I will be the person to always make you do that." I told her honestly.
I could see in her eyes that no one has ever made her feel like that, and I'm alright with making her feel like that.
"Your putting me under your spell." She said lowly more to her self
"I have no spell. This is just me, just Jah youth." I told her again honestly
She nodded her head "and you promise?" She asked
"Promise sweetheart." I stood up and kissed her forehead
"Now get some sleep." I pushed past her
"I thought you were sleeping with me." She frowned
Truth be told I didn't to because I wouldn't want use to go too far, and me laying with her will do just that. I have way too many feelings infested and I don't want to risk it because of lust. I shook my head reaching the door
"Good night sweetheart." I said before leaving out and closing the door softly.
*Janelle
Confusion.
That's what I was feeling. I was confused. One minute we were kissing, now he doesn't want to be in the same room as me? I sat down on the bed trying to think where I went wrong. I grabbed my phone just to past time by, because thinking about where I in fact could have went wrong upset me so I just choose to chill. And hour later I found myself wrapped around Jah's soft blankets scared to death. It was thundering hard. I mean wind blowing tresses swaying. I checked the time on my phone. It was 3am. A loud sound took over my ears with a bright light flashing onto the skies front show making me sprint out of bed and into the living room, where Jah laid on the sofa. I shook him softly twice before he got up. Blinking a couple times he sat up.
"What's wrong?" He asked moving over pulling me on the sofa under the blankets
"It thundering like crazy outside." I mumbled placing my face in his neck. I was scared, I hate bad weather. Since I was a little girl. I would always go to my dad because I felt safe, and Jah makes me feel safe.
He laughed lightly. "You're such a baby."
"I'm not! I just don't like the rain." I kissed my lips
"Well your safe." He rubbed my back in small circles
Silences soon took over, but I had to know something.
"Jah?" I left my head from his neck looking at his perfect face in the dark.
"Huh?" He licked his lips
"Why did you leave? I asked softly
"Was it me?" I asked again
"No." He shook his head
"No, it was me. I like you...a lot, and I didn't want to mess that up over lust. I want a relationship that can last and I see that in you, so I wasn't gonna mess that up." He told me and I felt special.
"Oh." I said lowly
"Don't ever feel like you did something wrong." He leaned up and kissed me
"Okay." I smiled
"Go to sleep." He pulled me on top of him laying my head in his chest
It was quite, All was heard was the rain and see a flash of lightening
"Guys?" I heard a quite voice making Jah laugh
"We got the whole fam out here" he said
"Shut up I'm scared scoot over." Nariah said with her blanket in her hand looking like a 6 year old. I laughed making Jah move over. She laid next to Jah while I laid on him and we all went to sleep....like a little family, and then is where I really understood that I have much more than feelings for Jah.
