Lucky Number Seven

Seven 22

I haven't seen or heard from Tyson in a month, not since he told me it was over. I felt lost without him, I stopped eating, barely sleeping, I've been losing weight, just basically letting myself go. To make matters worse Raymond's been going around school telling people that I was the best he'd ever had. Now random people dudes and chicks been coming up to me asking me to fuck them. I hated being at school because I had to deal with Raymond and I hated being at home because I had to deal with Tiana. Now that was a different story all together, every time I asked her about Tyson she would snap on me telling me that I deserved everything that's happening to me. The only people that I could talk to was Zaire and Tion. They've really been helping me get through this but still..............I couldn't stop thinking about Tyson. He was in my every thought. Damn I really fucked up.I was glad it was winter break, that way I could at least get away from half of my problems. But truthfully that only brought more problems. All my siblings were home for Christmas, I didn't mind Zakiya and Dalisa because they were the oldest and we really didn't grow up together. Dallas was there too but we basically avoided each other. I laying in my bed looking at my ceiling when Zaire and Tion walked in with Dallas trailing behind.

"Man get yo mopping ass up." Zaire said pulling my legs off the bed.

"Man Zai' go away." I said rolling over. I didn't feel like being bothered but I knew they weren't going to leave.

"Let's go. It's obvious his punk ass don't wanna be bother, I don't know why we're wasting time on him anyway." I didn't even have to turn around to know that it was Dallas talking shit again. I turned and looked at him, for the longest time neither one of us said anything.

"Fuck you Dallas." I said rolling back over.

"Seven get up, we're worried about you." Tion said. I sat up and looked at them.

"Aight what do ya'll want?" I asked.

"We want you to get up, take a shower, and come chill wit us. Damn Sev I know you pissed but you need to either get over it or get that nigga back." Zaire said pulling me to my feet. "It's about time, now go get in the shower because you fucking stink."

"Fuck you Zai I took a shower earlier today."

"Yea then you got right back in bed so....... it doesn't really count." I rolled my eyes and went to get ready. After I was showered and everything we went to the movies. It's been awhile since we've all did something together without our sisters, it was actually pretty coo except for Dallas being there.

"Man that movie fucking sucked." Dallas said. Me and Tion looked at each other and shook our heads. This nigga stayed whining about everything.

"Well truthfully nobody invited you this was supposed to be boys only."

"Fuck you Zaire I am a boy." Dallas said getting pissed.

"Oh yea I couldn't fucking tell since you keep complaining like a bitch." We all sat in the lobby laughing at him. When I saw a group of about ten people walking towards us. Usually I didn't care about other people but there was something about this group, there were 4 white dudes, 4 white chicks, and 2 black people. I couldn't help but notice one of the black people was Tyson. Since when did he start hanging out with people at his school. Tion saw where I was staring an started trying to distract me.

"Yo Seven come on let's pick another movie." But I couldn't take my eyes off Tyson. He looked so happy without me. Zaire and Dallas looked at Tyson as well. Dallas smacked his lips.

"Oh god he's bout to start crying and shit." Dallas said. I took a deep breath and with a lot of effort I pulled my gaze away from Tyson.

"Whatever movie you want to see Tion." I said walking to get me some food. I sat down and waited for my food. I pulled out my phone and dialed Tyson's number. I haven't called him in about 2 weeks not since he made it perfectly clear that he needed time. I watched as he pulled his phone out his pocket look at my number and press ignore. I felt my heart fall to the floor, I stood up and walked to to get my food. Fuck him, there's plenty of other niggas I could talk to. I turned around and nearly ran into Dallas.

"Damn nigga watch where I'm going." I said walking around him.

"Seven we really need to talk." Dallas said.

"Man whatever your going to say it can fucking wait our probably going to tell me how I'm a pussy for being pissed over Tyson. So save it." I started to walk away when his next words froze me in my tracks.

"Sev I'm the reason Tyson knows you cheated."