Chapter 2: Have To Admit

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Author's note- This entire story will most likely be written in third person, because I'm the one whose stalking these two with a journal (_•_)

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After that incident between the two volleyball freaks, Daichi was called in by Sugawara, and was informed that the scene before him was just an accident.  That calmed him down a little, although he was still stealing glances towards the two from time to time.  Whenever Hinata or Kageyama made eye contact with him, he'd look away quickly, or when they were together, he would push Sugawara away that way, saying, "They can have their alone time."

It wasn't that long before the rest of the team showed up, and the volleyball freaks thanked God that Sugawara and Daichi chose to keep it quiet and only amongst themselves.  At least Kageyama did, Hinata, being the innocent angel, didn't know why what they had just did was so bad.

The only person who really seemed to notice Daichi's awkwardness between the two was Tsukishima.

"Do you think the freaks tried to force Daichi into their volleyball cult?" he whispered mockingly to Yamaguchi.  Yamaguchi snickered quietly.  Kageyama noticed this, and gritted his teeth as veins popped up on his forehead.

The rest of practice was quite normal, well somewhat.  Most of the team was doing pretty well, all except Kageyama who was practically missing every toss.  The fact that he was missing his tosses caused a plethora of injuries for the spikers of the team.

He was also constantly failing his serves. The only thing that was marginally okay was his ability to glare at anyone who would dare to make fun of his current situation.

"Ohhhhhhhhh, there goes another one.  Are you sure you're the king of the court Kageyama-kuuuun?" Tsukishima yelled at him from the sidelines, earning one of the most terrifying things known to man; the 'Kageyama death glare.'

"Tch." Kageyama clicked his tongue at the net that was stopping his serves, before Daichi called for the practice to end.  As everyone was leaving together to get changed, Kageyama was sitting alone with a menacing aura surrounding him.  The last teammates had just left, when he was suddenly called by Coach Ukai to the bench.  He walked over and noticed something was wrong. Coach looked somber, and stern for some reason.

"Kageyama," he sighed. "Your performance in these last few days has been... well, terrible.  Not only have your serves stop being of use, you have been injuring other teammates." Kageyama then thought of all the times he hit Hinata with a ball today, his tiny, cute face scrunched up in pain.

"So this should come as no surprise.  I'm putting Sugawara as the main Karasno setter.  I'm sure you'll understand."

Kageyama was mortified.

How could this happen?  HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN?! He vowed to never sit on that bench again.  He vowed to listen to others on his team and help them.  HOW DID THIS HAPPEN!?
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He was ashamed, confused, sad, and angry.  So he looked at his own feet, and a few tears rolled down his cheeks and onto the floor.

"Y-yes," he muttered, before giving a quick bow and marched off, wiping his eyes a couple of times.  How could this happen?

After walking a few feet outside of the doors, he came to a realization.  It was all because of him, of Hinata.  If he hadn't've developed stupid feelings for him, none of this would have happened.  He would have been fine.  He needed to scream. Right god damn now!

"Grrrrrr, FUCK YOU, DUMBASS FUCKIN' HINATA PIECE OF SHIT!" he screamed, as he walked around the school gym, banging the walls as he passed.

"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO EXIST, YOU STUPID, ANNOYING, POINTLESS PIECE OF SHIT! I WISH YOU NEVER EXISTED, AND I HOPE TO NEVER BE FORCED TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL WITH YOU EVER AGAIN" he screeched at the scenery, before turning the corner and seeing the one person who he had offended so deeply.

Hinata was standing there, shaking while tears feel from his eyes, and he looked at Kageyama, shocked and scared.

"K-k-k-Kageyama... why? W-what did I do?" he spoke quietly, voice quivering.  Before Kageyama had the chance to respond or apologize, Hinata ran off in the opposite direction from him, as fast as he could.

Kageyama was about to run after him, when he felt two strong hands grab his shoulders.  It was Nishinoya and Tanaka. They looked at him with stern eyes, and proceeded to slap him on the head and back.  HARD.  Kageyama flinched from the amount of pain.

"If you weren't on the team, I would've beat your ass up,"  Nishinoya growled at him.

"Yeah, what's your problem, man?"  Tanaka spat out, while putting on his most menacing face.

They stepped closer and forced Kageyama to the building's wall behind him.  They drew even closer, and got more menacing.

At that point, Kageyama was extremely angry, confused, sad, scared, bitter, and very frustrated. What he did it this moment may have seemed odd when he looked back.  If he wasn't as emotionally distraught, he probably would have told a lie or fought his way out, but no.

He told them everything, every single last detail, about his emotions, actions, and why his volleyball skills were the worst they've been in his entire lifetime.  He told them why he was angry, sad, confused, he even spilt his feelings that he had towards Hinata.  Kageyama didn't even think of the fact that some people don't consider liking someone of your own gender was concerning or strange.  He was just spilling out his feelings and concerns, not caring about how they would react, just telling his feeling to anyone who would listen.  As he was speaking, he gradually slid down the wall and into a crouch, with his head in his arms.

"What should I do? I love Hinata," Kageyama whimpered on the floor.  He was hyperventilating from all that he spat out, forcing his hands through his black hair.

Tanaka and Nishinoya were shocked to say the least, stunned, more appropriately. They generally thought nothing of the way he looked at the orange-haired spiker all the time.  But now that he said it, it made sense.  He had been refusing a lot of any girl who came to him. "Seriously?" thought Nishnoya. "He gets all the girls, but he doesn't even want them. Typical." Well, at least now he knew the reason, and wouldn't assume that he was just being a dick to all of those girls.

He had also been a lot more awkward, and jerky around him recently.  Tanaka had caught him reaching towards Hinata a lot.  At the time, they thought he was going to give him some punishment for doing one thing or another.

They stood there for awhile, with a shocked expression trying to process what Kageyama had just said.  Then, suddenly, Kageyama realized what he had just done and faced them with eyes as wide as plates.  He then shot up, bowed muttering, "I've got to go to class," and sprinted as far away as possible, leaving two very shocked teammates.

He sprinted all the way to class, forgetting his bag in the changing room that he'd dared not go to, and disrupting the people in his path by either zooming past them, bumping them, or knocking them down without an apology.  When he finally got to his desk, he collapsed, and put his head in his hands.

Ohhhhh God, he messed it up.

He messed it all up!

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Hey ma dudes, this is just a correction form the last author's note I will be posting new chapters every Saturday and Wednesday.

Be patient with me tho

Cause I am lazy af sometimes

As always thank u for reading, comment about anything this is my first time writing a fanfic so criticism is wanted and needed <3

luv all u boos and Baes 

See ya next time

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