The feeling of suffocating hit her with a huge water splash. She struggled to escape, with both of her hands and legs. But she couldn't because there was someone who was pulling down more.
That unknown person pulled her hand and made themselves to face each other, in the water. He caressed her cheek lovingly, looking into her dark orbs. That person was no other than her husband, Park Chanyeol.
" If I die, you have to die either. Let's go together.", he said. But she didn't see his lips move for the words. She was just sure that these words stroke her gently. She shook her head against the water, she didn't want to die, especially in the water.
She tried to swim upward to the surface, not forgetting to pull him either. But he pulled her down again. This time, the smile on his lips was no longer there. The grip on her hand tightened as he looked at her. She could see the anger in his eyes.
It's not her fault that she didn't want to die and she didn't want him to die either. But he was angry with her.
Later that moment, she realized that he was strangling her. Her eyes widened in horror and her hands reached up to his hands which were tightly wrapped around her neck. Her legs were struggling in the water. She grasped his white shirt tightly feeling like dying out of breath.
Slowly and slowly, he released his grip on her neck. She opened her eyes slowly. The anger in his eyes was replaced with pain. He can't kill her.
He was crying. Even though they were in the water, his teardrop was clearly seen. She raised her hand to reach his cheek. But his figure was slowly fading away. Before her hand could touch his cheek, he was lost from her sight. She looked around to find him again, but there were nothing in the water except herself.
His presence in front of her became Blank.
" Chanyeol!", a pang of dizziness and the feeling of asphyxiate stroke her as she sat up on the bed at so sudden. She looked around, she was still inside their room. And the space beside her was still blank.
She let out a heavy sigh, it was just a dream. A nightmare. Her hand reached up to her forehead to wipe her sweat off. As her palm passed near her nose, she found the blood on her palm. Nose-bleeding.
She lifted herself up out of the bed and headed to the bathroom. Opening the tap, she washed her blood away with the water. She looked herself in the mirror, just to find her terrible figure.
This is not the life she has longed for. She just wants to be happy with him. That's a mistake?
She hated whenever her tears rolled down on her cheeks. She hated whenever she fell down on the floor crying. She hated the most that he was the one who caused her tears.
She cried without making any voices on the cold floor. Even the dream didn't help her. Even in the dream, he was always been a blank.
" If I can, I may hate you now..", she murmured at the breathing of her cry. She lowered her head letting her tears down.
" Why you can't see my pains?", she said again alone. Yeah, she's right. He's been clueless even not to notice her pains.
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Victoria knocked the door from outside, " Jinri, I'm coming in.", she said but the other side didn't give any response. So she pushed the door inside and let herself to enter. She saw the young girl standing at the balcony, only a thin fabric wrapping around her pale body.
Victoria sighed and took a coat from the wradrobe, then headed to the spot where the girl was standing. She placed the coat over her shoulders and stood beside her, side by side.
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Unknown Blank (Exo Chanyeol)
RomanceThey got married not because of arrangement, but because they love. She loves him and he loves her as well. But she can't feel his love, as the times pass, she feels like he slowly fading away. His place beside her became a blank to her. It's all be...
