Unknown Blank (Exo Chanyeol)

Mad Fume

The sunlight hit his skin as the birds started singing at their window. He opened his eyes but the dizziness made those close again. He messaged his temples and tried to open again.

He turned his side and found his wife at her place, her back was facing him. When he saw her bare back and felt his bare body, he realized that something happened between them. But he couldn't remember what it was clearly, in his mind, they made love.

A thin smile formed on his lips at his imagine and he scooped near her. Wrapping his arm around her waist, which was covered with the sheets, he kissed her temple softly.

Her heart was about to explode at his touch. He was acting like the couple who just made love do. His arm tightened around her and his lips kissed her head. She might be happy if they really did make love last night. But now was... all were ruined.

" Please don't act like you can't remember all.", she said that made his movements stopped.

" What are you talking about?", he asked with his husky voice, his eyes expressed the feeling of confusion.

" .. We didn't make love... It's.. you.. raped me..", she found hard to say these words with her own lips, it was terrible. Chanyeol dropped his head next to hers, his arm lossened around her waist. He couldn't believe what he heard from his wife.

He let out of a fake laugh, " Say what makes sense.. You think it's possible..?", he asked.

" But you did.", she said trying to hold her tears.

He was disappointed at her answer, disappointed because she couldn't see him as her husband anymore. No wife see her husband as a raper, even if he really did, she didn't need to say that.

He sat up from the bed and grabbed his shirt which was scattering on the floor beside the bed. Putting his clothings on, he stromed out of the room but not before giving a hard sound of the door closing.

Her teardrop stained the white pillow under her head, her heart was hurting like no one can imagine.

She got down from the bed wrapping the sheets around her, her dress was torn last night and she only found the pieces of clothings on the floor.

She closed her eyes and sighed, it was too late for regret. Jinri had never imagined that her life would be that miserable and so had he. She could understand him that he did that cause he was drunk last night. But it was not her dream. The days she suffered were not waiting for that. They might make love during their marriage life if he wasn't preferential to his work than her.

Chanyeol said once, he didn't marry her for that. He married her because he love her, not her appearance or body. He preferred making love with the hearts more than the bodies. That's why they didn't do that in the past days. But finally, all ended in this way.

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Chanyeol sat on the swivel chair in the library, which was located at the end of the upstairs. He turned to face the window from which can see the garden. He covered his face with his palms and rubbed it.

Why can't he remember all of these? He was sure, he drank too much and his mind was filled and anger, suspect and jealousy. These were all. He swears he didn't mean to do that though he couldn't believe what she told.

He got up from the chair and went out of the library, then walked towards their room. He opened the door but he didn't find her on the bed. Instead of her, he saw the sheets in front of the bathroom, that made him realize she was in there. He walked towards the bed and tried to sit on it. Before he could do so, something caught his eyes.

He even forgot to breathe when he saw the blood stain on the white sheet. Maybe, she's right. He raped her. He hurted her. He let himself fall on the mattress while closing his eyes in horror. The demon was inside him.