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Her trembling steps leaded to him and held his hand gently, making him looked at her teary eyes. He then looked at her hands on his hand, " What are you doing?".

" .. Chanyeol.. I'm here.. The girl you are looking for is me.. The name you're calling out is my name.. Why are you acting like this?", Jinri said threatening her tears not to fall down easily.

Chanyeol looked at her carefully and he blinked, " Are you really Jinri?", he asked her.

Jinri nodded with a smile of tears. " Yeah.. I'm here..".

She looked at his another hand which was raising to his left chest, " Why my heart is fluttering?", he asked looking at her.

Jinri smiled, he's still the same Chanyeol she loves. " I love your smile..", he suddenly said again.

Jinri didn't know how to feel anymore, she was glad that Chanyeol didn't push her away anymore. But she didn't feel good for that his mind was like rewinding to the day they first met. He was acting all like a guy who just met his love.

" You're my girlfriend, right?", Jinri got shaken because of his sudden question.

" Hmm?". He turned his head to look at the painting on the balcony, " I thought Jinri is my girlfriend.", he said.

Jinri's heart got tightened, what the hell is going on here.

" Chanyeol.. I'm your wife.. not girlfriend anymore..", she said and the nurse already left to inform to the doctors about his condition.

Chanyeol looked at Jinri once again, " Wife?", he nodded. And then he patted his chest, " I think you're right.. My heart is beating uncontrollably until it was about to burst out ..".

Jinri had never felt this suffocating before in her whole life.

•••••

" Mrs. Park.. You know who is the doctor he was meeting in Seoul before?", the doctor asked Jinri who was already sitting in his office.

" Doctor?", Jinri frowned. As far as she knew, Chanyeol was always work and then home. She didn't know if he met someone or not.

" I don't know well.. I don't think he met a doctor because he refused when I asked him to go to the hospital for his terrible headache.. Maybe, he met one without letting me know?", Jinri answered.

" He must be meeting a private doctor because he's suffering one of the mental disorders..", Jinri's heart sank when she heard about it.

" M-Mental disorder?", her words shattered as much as her heart. Chanyeol is someone who is good at swallowing the pains alone. But she was that stupid even not to know about his condition?

" Yes. I'm sorry to say you that.. Within a week, as our synthesis on Mr.Park.. He's suffering ROCD which is one of the mental disorders..", Jinri lost her way to reality. She was not a good wife for Chanyeol.

" Relationship Obsessive Compulsive Disorder..ROCD has two types.. Relationship centered and Partner focused. For Relationship centered, the patient will doubt whether they really love their partner or, whether their relationship is right one or, whether their partner really loves them..", the doctors paused for a moment, Jinri already knew that Chanyeol is suffering the last case, they doubt whether their partner loves them.