Psychotic Rambling

Don't Worry, I Won't Fall For You

Hey guys, This is my first story and I really hope You like it so here goes nothing.

Plz vote comment or even criticize.. but please do something to make me feel good about this!!!

*i feel good plays in the back ground* starts dancing randomly.

you might not get it at the start n all but... just sit back n relaxxxxxx ;p

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NO, NO, NO!! i screamed in my head.

This cant happen, why me!? Tears fell freely as I thrashed around screaming. One of the police men ran toward me trying to get me to calm down, but that made me even more wild. I tried to push him away, ignoring the bullet in my arm. 

I have to do something. They cant just leave me! 

I stared at my parents through blurry visions, my parents, the people that loved i loved more then anything were just killed right in front of my very eyes and that stupid police men let the murderer get away!

I slowly walked towards my parents. I had stopped crying now...I felt that the slightest sound might set the world on fire. I Kneeled next to my mom, my new jeans getting more bloody by the second. Sobbing quietly I grabbed my mom n dads hands shakily. 

"You don't deserve this... Who was he?.. Why did he..." my voice cracked at the end causing me to sob even more. I'm so pathetic crying I hate the feeling but you cant blame me...

I looked away as furry enveloped me, the police man came up to me and placed a hand softly on my shoulder but i shook it off looking at him with my most hateful glare I could muster up. It was his fault, he could have saved them! but he just hid waiting for what? He flinched from my stare. Good because I wont let u get away with this I thought in my head.

"Come on the ambulance is coming, you should get your self checked out kiddo." he said in a light American accent.

"No! You did this to them! I thought police are supposed to help save the community not make kids orphaned! Why did u not react soon?? Tell me! my parents died in front of my own eyes and you... You didn't do anything... Why??" i felt my voice go softer as he sat next to me.

"Listen, you believe in fate?" he asked looking genuinely concerned.

"Yes, of course" i replied confused as to where this was going.

"Well, maybe it was fate that your parents died like this. I no that this is possibly the worst situation a kid like you to be in right now but I had to wait for a command or i would have been fired. OK I'm drifting off the subject", he chuckled lightly." Maybe something good will come out of this you just have to wait for universe to take its course. Its just a simple hitch in life, soon you will be rolling in happiness".

I blinked a couple of times trying to register this new piece of information. I heard the whirl of an ambulance as it stopped near the dark alley way. Two men came rushing out with those stretchers and placed my parents on top of them, securing them so they wouldn't slip off. Standing up i hesitantly reached out for my parents promising them id make them proud and never let them down. This was gonna be the last time ill ever see them and I knew that...as I saw them being pulled further and further away from me a man came and took me to a separate van. Too weak to protest I let him. I sat there watching the man try and stop the blood from leaking. The police men's voice echoed inside my mind almost haunting me to believe his lies. That's what they all do.. The shopkeepers, my teachers and all, they always lie to me and say that everything will be better or if you try your hardest you can win the war. But I know they are just trying to play me, to feed me with lies, to get my hopes up.

The two people in the whole world that have always stood by my side and never feed me their foolish comments were my parents. And now the world being its cruel self is taken them away from me....

With that thought my eyes fluttered shut.