Going to go back into the story...
Because I don't feel loved by the people reading...*sniff,sniff*
Some people have said (not on wattpad) that It’s quite confusing, so I'm gonna try and make it more clear.
And just to let you know:
Parker Jones --> PJ --> Hunter Parrish
Katrina Wires --> Kitty --> Annalynne Mcord
Pic of Kitty ------->
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It's been two weeks now since my parents went away...Their funeral is tomorrow and the more I think about it the more reality gives me a slap. They aren't on holiday and will be back soon, they haven't gone to visit an old friend and just forgot to tell anyone about it. They are gone, just gone. I saw that happen with my own eyes. They won't be there when I come back from school; they won't be there when I pass my GCSE next year. They won't be there when me and my friends decide to have a road trip around England, They won't be there to wipe my dry tears, They defiantly won't be there to tell me that everything gonna be alright...
No matter how much I try I can't help but cry hysterically every time I see a person that was a friend of theirs or knew them. I haven't been sleeping properly either because I keep getting nightmares of that day and the doctors are getting worried something going to happen to me. I tell them I’m fine but It's kind of obvious to anyone because my voice is scratchy with all the crying and I have dark circles under my eyes which I try and cover up with makeup and stuff.
Dylan's words haunt me every time I blink. He said I killed them. He said I killed my own parents that loved and cared for me from the moment I was born. Maybe I did, I was the one that asked if we could have the night out.
GOSH. That does not help the fact that I’m trying to get over it.
But for today I have to put on a brave face because a friend of mine is coming back from France and I’m pretty sure that she and her family already knows what happened because they were very close friends of my parents. God I kind of missed getting beaten up by her! I know for a fact that Parker is going to go all goo-ey eyes on her!
Dragging myself out of bed I shielded myself from the blazing sun rising in the morning. Glancing at the digital clock on my side table I realized that I had indeed woken up at 5:00 in the morning.
Groaning I walked over to my bathroom door and decided that it wouldn’t hurt to lay in the Jacuzzi for an hour or two after a quick hot shower.
Her flight has probably going to land in a possible hour or so and I know for sure she will be bursting with rage because I ignoring her calls. The truth is I just couldn’t be bothered to reach for my phone and then spend hours listening to her rambling.
Stripping down to nothing I stepped in the shower and put the water on hot while letting the Jacuzzi fill up with water.. Hopping the warm water would wash away the tear tracks from my mascara. Tut, tut, tut such a cry baby…
After 10 minutes or so I stepped out of the shower and slipped into the now kind of flooded bathroom.
Oops!
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Psychotic Rambling
HumorAce Rivers is an orphaned billionaire who is currently living with a family friend. But her life is far more complicated then that... From busting out of hospitals to being blackmailed via tiny dice toy, this girl is not gonna be resting anytime soo...
