October 9, 2011

205 5 0
                                    

Dear Journal,

I over heard something that i shouldn't have. I can't stop thinking about it. It's something that my dad said.. Not sure what to do.

My dad was pumping gas. My dad and mom got out and talked. I stayed inside the truck. I can't belive they would think I didn't hear them. What do they take me for? The way my father said it was ice cold and had an unreal tone to it. He said he was tried. Tried of life. That he was done.

What do you make of these words? I'm angrey . I'm sad. I'm confused. My mother was even speechless which never happens. I feel like crying and running away from my problems. See the thing is he and my mother hadn't gotten in a fight. Not at all.

He was calm. Relaxed. Just said it like nothing. Is that really the answer?  I love my father. Shouldn't that be enough? I cry as I type this.

                                                                                                     Love,

                                                                                                                 Katherine

My Real JournalWhere stories live. Discover now