Crying Underwater So You Don't Hear the Sound (Vic Fuentes Fanfic)

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

(Alyssa POV)

It's been two months since I was raped. I still feel nothing. I have gone completely numb. You would think that I would at least feel pain. I think my body has finally had it.

Good thing is that I didn't end up pregnant. I went to the doctor and told them my situation so they tested me for any stds or pregnancy. Come to find out that my body isn't healthy enough to hold a child. I guess that can be good and bad at the same time.

I also went to the police station to report it a day later and they still haven't found him. He was still out on the lose having me scared for my life.

I dropped out of high school a week after it happened. There was no point if I was just going to fail anyway. I kept myself locked in the house all the time. The boys have started to get frustrated by the way I'm acting. They are always worried and asking questions. Always trying to see if I'm hiding razors or pills. They check my wrists and thighs on a daily basis, but they never suspect to check my stomach or my tampons box for razors. They always try to stay home with me, but I don't let them. I'm not going to let my shitty attitude ruin their future.

Vic and I are still together of course, but he's been rather distant. He's very hesitant when it comes to touching me or telling me something that would make me upset. I understand that he doesn't want to trigger anything in my brain which is sweet, but I would love a cuddle here and there.

I lay on the couch as I waited for the boys to return home from school. Flipping the channels on the TV, but finally giving up. Right then I heard four car doors slam and soon after the front door opened. The boys walked in one by one giving me a smile as they walked towards the couch. Vic greeted me first giving me a kiss on my forehead.

"Hey sweetheart, I missed you." He said with a weak smile. I returned with a sad smile.

Tony walked over to the couch lifting my legs up and sitting under them. "Guess what Alyssa."

"What turtle."

Mike spoke up first, "We are taking you out tonight. You need to get out of the house."

"No is not an answer either." Jaime chimed in.

I lay my head back and let out an annoyed grunt.

"Please baby? Maybe getting out will make you feel better." Vic said with puppy dog eyes.

I let out a sigh, "fine, I'll go."

All three boys jumped up and cheered. "Well go get a shower and get ready. We are ready when you are." Jaime said.

I got up off the couch and shuffled my feet to my room. I dug for something decent to wear that would actually fit. I haven't really eaten since all this shit happened. All my clothes are too big for me now. I dug out some black leggings and an over sized tank top to wear.

Suddenly I was startled by someone touching my shoulder. I jumped and turned around.

"You scared the shit out of me." I said to Vic as I held my chest.

He gave me a small smile, "I'm sorry babe...you probably know the drill by now though." He said.

I pulled up my sleeves and dropped my pants so he could check my wrists and thighs. Clean as always. Or so he thinks.

He gave me a satisfied grin, "I'm so glad you haven't hurt yourself." He said cupping my face and kissing me. What he doesn't know is that I have. I felt so guilty because he was so happy about it. If he found out, he would hate me.

"I love you." He said interrupting my thoughts.

"I love you too."

"Now go get a shower. We have a fun night ahead of us." He said with a wink and stepping out the door.