Poems From A Broken Soul

I'm Sorry I Exist

I'm sorry I exist
Maybe I shouldn't care about
Living anymore;
All I do is cause you headaches and stress,
I'll welcome death that knocks on
My door.

I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted
Perhaps I should not be here any longer;
I can feel my tears welling up flooding
Over like a water fall,
The pain inside is getting stronger.

Maybe you'd be more happy
If I was non-existent at all;
Well lucky you, you get your wish granted,
I'll answer the blade's call.

You were disappointed in me
Angry that I'm not a perfect person
You'd dreamed of;
So you tore my heart out and stomped
On it on the ground and now I hurt even more,
I've had enough.

I'll end my sad life & no longer be around
Hope you're proud of yourself;
While you're enjoying life without me,
I'll be burning forever in hell.

I'm sorry that I exist
I'm not perfect and that live
Up to your standards;
This is my final farewell,
Congrats on making
Making my life hard.