Jack dropped me off and I walked into my apartment. The first thing I saw when I walked through the door was a beautiful pair of green eyes; it was Finn. “Hey babe what are you doing here?” I asked him. He walked up to me and gave me a hug and a small kiss.
“I wanted to see you tonight so I stopped by since I was already around here.” He answered and I nodded and I gestured for him to follow me into my room. We walked in and he closed the door behind him. I jumped on my bed and took my shoes off then laid down flat just looking at the ceiling. Finn laid down next to me and took a deep breathe.
“So what do you wanna talk about?” I asked not knowing at all what he wanted to talk to me about.
“Well it really wasn’t that I want to talk to you. I mostly wanted to do this.” He came face to face with me and breathed lightly. He smelled like mint. He kissed me passionately slowly tracing his tongue on my upper lips asking for entrance. At this point he was on top of me. His lips then left mine and started trailing kisses to my jaw then my neck. He placed kissed on my neck and left love bites for sure. I would definitely see those marks tomorrow. I let out a small moan and I could feel him smile into my neck and laugh. When our lips reconnected, I bit his bottom lip and he let out a low moan. As a reaction he slid his hand down to my waist and then down to my thigh. I was wearing a short skirt and I could feel that he was put putting his hand under it. He started to slowly pull down my panties and it caught me off guard.
“Wait! Finn wait.” I was able to let our nearly out of breathe. “I’m sorry but I’m not ready.” I apologized as I sat up properly and he took his hand out from under my skirt. He looked disappointed. “I’m sorry. It’s just that…” I looked down at my hands too embarrassed to look up. “I’m still a virgin and I just want to wait a little longer.”
“Babe I understand. Don’t be sorry. That’s part of why I love you, because you’re sweet, innocent not like the other girls who are willing to give it up to anyone who asks nicely. There’s no doubt about the fact that I want to make love to you but when we do make love, I want you to be comfortable and I want you to be ready. I want you to enjoy your first time and I won’t rush you into it.” He placed his forehead on mine and I looked into his eyes which were still full of lust.
“I love you. I knew you’d understand. Think of it this way, the longer we wait, the more the anticipation will build up, and our first time will be amazing.” I reassured him and gave him another kiss as I wrapped my hands around his neck. “But for the meantime, just because I’m not ready to have sex, doesn’t mean we can’t still have a little fun.” This time I got on top of him and we begin to make out again. He let out another moan and I could feel that something down under was beginning to pop up.
I begin to lightly laugh and I got off him. “Maybe this isn’t that great of an idea.” I looked down at his growing erection then back up to meet his beautiful eyes. I couldn’t help but laugh and he just smiled at me.
“I think you’re right.” He laughed with me. We decided to just listen to music and talk while laying down. It wasn’t long before we fell asleep.
FINNS POV
I understood that Alexis wasn’t ready to have sex and I had no intention of pressuring her into anything. She loved me and that’s all I need to know to be happy. We fell asleep on her bed just listening to music but after a few hours I was awaken because a cold chill was coming in through the window. I got up, closed it then returned to my place next to Alexis. She looked beautiful as always but she seemed to be dreaming or something because she was shifting around a little. I saw her clutch her pillow and she pulled her legs in towards her a little. Then out of her lips came the most heartbreaking words. She began to whisper Jacks name.
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Start of Time (A Jacksgap fanfic)
FanficAlexis has just moved to London and has no where to go but with luck she meets a few people who she can trust. Among these people are Finn Harries and Jack Harries. However her past catches up with her and she is forced to make difficult decisions w...