soyeon
is he really gone?
i sit in silence.
then there's a knock.
my heart thumps
is it him?
is he back?
why do i want it to be him?
"soyeon? it's eunwoo, are you okay? jb said you were here."
"you talked to him?" i ask.
"no he texted mark and told someone to come talk to you, so i came."
i stand up.
so he's gone.
he's not coming back.
it's not some fairytale land where he is going to sprint out of his dressing room to me and to apologize.
and then i would apologize.
and then we could ride off on our unicorn together into the sunset
but we couldn't
why couldn't it be that simple
i wanted to apologize but i felt like i deserved it first.
eunwoo grabs my hand and drags me back to the dressing room.
i expect to see all of got7 minus jb, but all i see is my members.
"so soyeon, we heard that something used to go on between you and jb. is this true?" they asked full of curiosity.
"yeah it's true. but it's a long story."
"we can make time for this."
"well it started when i started training at jyp."
