jaebum
it had been over 5 minutes...
was i supposed to say something?
was she just going to stay in there until she thought that we had left their dressing room?
did she know that i was here?
dammit jb just do it.
i knocked on the door.
"soyeon, i know you're in there. are you okay?"
shit does that sound rude? or creepy or anything?
whatever.
i hear nothing in response.
i knock again.
"soyeon? look if it makes you feel better i'll just go back to my dressing room. you can go back with your members, i promise i'll just go back."
still no response.
i sigh, "okay, i'm going back. it was nice seeing you."
i begin to walk away. i hope that all of a sudden she will burst out of the bathroom dramatically like in a drama and give me a back hug or something cheesy like that.
i continue walking.. nothing. i turn around and the bathroom door is still closed. i guess she doesn't trust me. understandably i mean in the past i probably would have tricked her like that.
i walk back to our dressing room alone. the stylists give me a look but don't say anything. i pull out my phone and text mark.
to mark:
hey soyeon is in the bathroom and i tried to talk to her but she didn't listen to me, so can you ask one of her members to go check on her?
from mark:
yeah sure... i told one of them. where are you?
to mark:
i went back to our dressing room. don't worry you guys can spend as much time as you want with them i'm going to take a nap.
from mark:
aight. i'll tell you before we come back.
i put my phone down.
it should be the other way around. she should be begging for my forgiveness. why is it this way? i honestly don't get it.
she's the one that left me.
i didn't leave her.
she left me.
