Opposites [Book 1]

Chapter 30

It shocked me quite a bit, which made me need to process it a bit, before moving my lips too.

I started to move mine slowly against his, feeling all tingly and overwhelmed by his actions.

Never had I thought, that he cared about me that much, I mean, I could remember that he once locked me into a janitors closet and said:

"Stay in here and come not out until I say so."

Then he closed it and left me for one school day, without my phone.

This was the first time we had met.

His lips moved slowly, giving me deep kisses as I couldn't handle the confusion anymore, so I whispered:

"Hayden I-"

"Sh." he shushed and shifted a bit, so that I was lying more comfortable.

He lay his complete weight on me, which I had to admit, he was a bit heavy, but not too much.

He stared at the bruise that my mum had made, due her ring that she was wearing, when she hit me.

He lowered his head as he kissed it.

"You're save with me." He whispered and put his hands on either side of my body, being somehow like a protecting cage around my body.

I believed him.

He brushed his lips a few times against mine, before he planted a deep kiss on them.

He made me feel overwhelmed, because I had never experienced such a deep and meaningful kiss. It was the opposite of the Hayden I knew.

The bad boy Hayden, who played women, who got into fights, who even was somehow involved in a Mafia.

His kiss felt so loving, as if he would care about me.

I couldn't help, but feel as if this was somehow wrong.

But damn, he felt so good.

Without breaking the kiss, he started to lift my shirt, which caused me to abruptly pull it down again.

He pulled away and gave me a confused glance.

"I'll be gentle." He reassured me, pulling it up once again, but I shook my head nervously.

He sighed, until an unfamiliar smirk danced on his lips.

I frowned, fisting my shirt, because I didn't know what to expect now.

He wouldn't hurt me, I think.

He leaned down to me, our foreheads touching.

Looking into this eyes, my heartbeat picked up speed.

His green, yet somehow brown eyes, made me want to forget everything and just enjoy this very moment, but I was too nervous and confused to let that happen.

The way they glanced at me, I couldn't help but notice a tiny sparkle.

Maybe he did actually care about me.

"You're a virgin." He stated, trying to hide his smirk, but once I nodded a full smile appeared in his face.

"Cute." He whispered, kissing me again, this time more with passion.

I let go of my shirt and rested my hands against his chest, which he gladly took as an opportunity, to lift my shirt up by a little.

He slid his fingers across my stomach, as he looked down to my tummy, making me feel all nervous and uncomfortable, so I held his hands, which caused him to stop and look up to me.

"It's just you and I. Don't feel embarrassed." he whispered again as he started to brush his thumbs on the skin on my hips again, making me shudder. He let out a little chuckle and kissed my neck: "I guess you're not used to guys touching you."

I gulped, not knowing how to reply.

"I'll get you used to it." He smirked, as he pulled the coat over the both of us, making me gasp in worry, because I didn't know what to expect.

As he saw the expression in my face he lowered himself, giving me a kiss, whispering a simple:

"Don't worry."

He sat up, letting his weight rest on my lower half as he looked me.

my shirt was half up my body, so that, it was now exposing some of my skin, including my navel.

He wasted no time in pulling it up completely, revealing my chest. I tried to cover it, but he took my wrists and held them in a tight grip.

"Don't." He demanded, not looking up to me, but to my stomach.

"I'm fat." I whispered, which caught his attention.

He looked me, parting his lips but then closing them again, simply shaking his head.

"I wouldn't care if you were." He whispered.

"That's not true." I muttered, knowing very well that guys only liked thin girls, they wouldn't even look at me.

"Yes it is. I care too much about you to even think about something as irrelevant as weight. You are perfect to me, no matter if you weighted 15 or 350 pounds."