Another day,
Of painted walls and football on the TV
No one sees me
I fade away,
Lost inside a memory of someone's life
It wasn't mine
I was already missing before the night I left
Just me and my shadow and all of my regrets
Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
Who am I? Who am I?
Invisible
"I hate therapy, and to make it worse, she couldn't even show up for me!" I whispered under my breath..
Ashton looked at me sympathetically, and then 15 minutes later, out of the blue he bolted up straight, smiling. I realized it was the end of therapy.
"Hey so I'm the newest member in this band thing with Luke and two others. I was wondering if you'd like to come with me today." Ash asked/stated.
I freaked out in my mind a bit and shrunk my neck into my shoulders kind of like a turtle and looked down shyly.
"Uh-um, I-I don't know. I k-kind of have a bu-bunch of homework, sorry."
"Oh I can help you with that!" Luke gleamed.
"Uh, no thanks! I also have to do other things before i go home!" I lied/replied all too quickly. To be honest I just wanted to try and complete my song.
"Oh, okay then. Maybe another time." He replied with a disappointed look on his face.
"Yeah maybe." I said giving a gentle smile.
~At home~
"Finally!" I said sighing over exaggeratedly. I headed towards the piano in my room. I heard someone knocking at the door so i stood my ass back up and headed to the front door. There stood Ashton and three other boys.
"I thought i'd bring the band here, that way you can do homework and stuff," Ash told me, but Luke was the one who smiled a guilty smile and i just knew that it was his idea. I quickly hid my music sheets behind my back and replied.
"O-oh um that's sweet." I said glancing around the room nervously.
"Yeah well Luke wouldn't stop moping about," Said the chubby cheeked Asian looking one.
Wasted days,
Dreaming of the times I know I can't get
back
Seems I just lost track
Looking on
As all of life's colours seem to fade to grey
I just walked away
I was already missing before the night I left
Just me and your shadow and all of my regrets
Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
Who am I? Who am I?
Invisible
"And by the way, I'm Calum, and this guy here is Michael. And um what's behind your back?" He asked/stated pointing to the one with colourful hair.
I hesitantly brought my hand out from behind my back and said that they were just a bunch of random scribbles, and showed them to the music/recording room.
"Sweet mother of god! This is awesome!" Said Michael I think it was.
"Yeah well a lot of sweat, tears and work went into it." I replied shyly. He gasped and was surprised that i had built and put it together. All of a sudden I heard someone yell.
"MATE COME LOOK AT THESE GUITARS!!!" Calum yelled to Luke. Startled I screamed and fell face first out of my spinny chair, faceplanting into the floor. "Hah that was epic Ly!!! Oh um sorry that must have hurt." Calum said while laughing.
"It's fine." I mumbled.
I turned around and saw Luke about to press the play button on the recording thing, I freaked and made up an excuse for them to go, and showed them too the door complimenting their music.
Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
Who am I? Who am I?
Invisible
Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
Who am I? Who am I?
Invisible
Another day,
The walls are built to keep me safe
I can't escape,
It's too late
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Lost in Anxiety
FanfictionLyra was just an average girl with social anxiety, until she met Luke Hemmings, who teaches her about much more than how to present in front of a class. Luke discovers someone from his past, who he caused pain to unintentionally, and tries to fix it...
