i love you

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"Uhhh... who is it??" I asked hesitantly thinking it might be Jayce.

"Max... i'm coming in." Jayce said from the other side.

'Oh God no.' I thought sitting up in the bed.

"Hey." He said walking in and closing the door behind him.

"What's wrong??" I asked.

"Does something have to be wrong to wanna see my fiance in the middle of the night??" He asked.

"It's two in the morning... you better have an good effing reason." I said jokingly.

"Well I just wanted to see you... that's all.." He said.

"Could it have waiting until the morning??" I asked.

"No... the morning is so far away." He said.

He walked over to my bed and sitting down.

I turned me head towards the head board of the bed.

"I missed you." He said leaning over and kissing my cheek.

"Jayce.." I said calmly yawning after the ending vowel.

"Maxine.." He said forcing my head the other direction.

He crawled over closer and then kissed me straight the lips.

"What are you doing??" I asked.

"Do you need me to answer??" Jayce said softly... looking at me straight in the eyes.

Just avoid eye contact.

Jayce kissed me again and I kissed him back..

Mission failed.

Jayce crawled under the blankets with me and held me in his arms.

He manuevered his finger up and down my neck carefully...

He stopped at one part and gently pushed down on it with his index finger.

"What are you doing??" I asked opening my eyes and looking up at him.

He looked away and kissed that spot gently.

That scared me.

Oh boy did it scare me...

He pulled my hair out of my face and quietly mouthed, so it could barely be heard, "I'm sorry."

He pulled me onto his lap and I strongly opposed.

Jayce forced me neck on a side laying it on his shoulder.

"Jayce! What are you doing??" I asked very confused.

"Just close your eyes." He said.

Tears began to swell up in my eyes and a million thoughts were running through my head.

The majority of the thoughts were negative and over powered the positive ones greatly.

"Please don't." I said crying.

"You know I have to..." He sighed.

"No!" I yelled.

"Shhh.." He cooed.

"I'm sorry and I love you... a lot." He whispered in my ear tracing his other finger across my ear lobe.

"Oh God.. please don't." I repeated weakly.

His finger moved down farther searching for that spot.

"Stop!" I cried fighting him away and forcefully trying to get out of his lap.

"Maxine..." He said straighting me up.

He grabbed me arms and pulled me back.

"Please... let me go." I begged.

"Stop... I wanna... go.." I said inbetween powerful sobs and desperation to maintain my humanity.

"Maxine, what do you mean you wanna go??" He asked angrily.

"Nowhere... just don't do this to me." I said.

"It's going to happen. No matter if you like it or if I even like it." Jayce said.

I thought for like thirty seconds and decided to make myself still...

I laid my head on his tense shoulder and closed my eyes tightly.

I had given up no doubt about it.

"Will it hurt??" I asked hesitantly.

Why'd I ask.

I don't even wanna know about the pain.

Hope fully its not like the way it looks like in those vampire movies.

"I'm going to be as gentle as possible." He said.

"Fine." I said with a single tear drop going down my cheek.

He positioned the spot and hovered over it; holding me down in his lap..

"Okay." He said quietly getting ready for the puncture.

10 seconds later

"So... Jayce... turned any girls lately... ??" I asked.

"You're stalling.." Jayce said annoyed.

"No I'm not... why would I do that??" I asked.

"Do you think I'd do that??" I asked innocently.

"Yes." He said simply.

"Just do it okay... I'm ready." I said.

"Are you sure??" He asked.

"Just effing bite me." I said.

"No, you're too willing now... something's wrong." He said.

"No bite me... right there..." I said pointing to a random location on my neck...

"Max... stop." Jayce said.

"Okay fine... I'm sorry.." I appologized.

"Okay.. here we go." Jayce said positioning me again.

I closed me eyes as tight as they could go and I felt him lick a certain area on my neck.

I started to tear again and I felt the tip of his fang on my skin.

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