Wait for it.. wait for it...
Bam..
It felt like the jaws of life were about to kill me.
The stress of how bad i thought it would hurt were like taking over me.
I yelled out in extreme, intense pain.
I struggled a little and grabbed Jayce's hand that was leaning on the bed next to me.
He smiled and gently caressed my fingers.
The pain started to come; but it wasn't as painful as i thought it would be.
Well the way Mia put it it sounded really immoral...
I laid there.
I started to remember my family...
I would never be able to go back now.
Carson and Brett would think I was some kind of freak.
A few minutes later Jayce pulled away slowly and looked into my eyes.
"See I told you it would be over soon.." He said gently moving his hand across my cheekbone.
"So I'm not human anymore??" I asked feeling across the spot on my neck..
He just sympathetically rubbed the tears away from under my eyes.
"You'll learn to like it." He stated.
"Oh God.." I sighed reappearing the tears.
"Trust me; its quite fun" Jayce said.
"So was it as bad as you thought??" Jayce asked.
"Jayce, have you ever turned someone before??" I asked.
"No, I've never had a reason to." Jayce said.
"Exactly.. Well rule number one.. don't ask a recently turned person how painful it was." I said coldly rolling over on my side.
I just looked at him with tears still in my eyes.
I'm not human anymore...
Well I don't feel it at least.
I sighed and buried my head into the soft pillow.
"Well baby, I'm going to go.." Jayce said looking at the shape I was in now.
"I'll let you get some rest." He said.
I looked up at him and he kissed my lips softly.
"I love you." He said lifting up my chin with his hands.
" Umm I guess I love you too." I responded quietly burying my head back into my knees.
"You know that right??" He asked opening the door slightly.
"Know what??" I asked.
"That I care." He said.
"Of course Jayce.." I said.
"Okay good... because I wouldn't have done that if I didn't." He said with an emotionless expression, sighing and walking out of the room.
Jayce closed the door behind him.
I quickly jumped up and walked to the mirror on the wall.
"Oh God... That's awful." I said looking at the very noticeable mark on my lower neck.
Oh Dear God.
Why me??
There was a knock at the door.
"What now??" I asked just picturing it being Jayce.
"Who is it??" I asked.
"What do you want??" I added quite annoyed.
"Well, well, well...look who just got turned." A familiar voice said like a eight year old that one at a ridiculous board game.
"Nathaniel.." I said rolling my eyes.
"Yup...how'd ya guess??" He asked.
"I wonder how." I said sarcastically.
"Can I come in??" He asked.
"I guess so." I said hesitantly.
"Since I'm awake and alone."
The door swung open and Nathaniel walked in.
He was formally dressed and he went and sat down on the bed.
"You look like a very happy vampire of three minutes" He said smiling.
I frowned and teared again.
"Come on kiddo.. you know that something has to be able to make you happy." He said.
"As if!" I yelled.
"Why'd he do it, Nathaniel??' I asked.
"You know just as well as I do why he turned you.. Sadie is gonna have to be turned sooner or later too." He said.
"Oh God...what is wrong with you people??" I asked.
"You know it has to be done." He said.
"We can't have future children in this family that are part human and part vampire; it just doesn't work out." He said.
"Whatever... you just wanna make our lives a living hell." I said.
"You don't underestand Maxine, so don't be so quick to judge." Nathaniel said.
"Whatever." I said rolling my eyes like I swaer
"Don't you even start... don;t you get all PMS y on me, Maxine." He said.
"I'm not PMS ing Nathaniel!!" I yelled.
"Calm down.." He said signalling me to lower my voice.
"I can't, I just can't anymore, Nathaniel, this is awful." I said.
I started to cry hard and I laid on the unmade bed next to a spot of my blood stained on the sheets.
"Shh, shh it's okay." He said.
He came over to me and sat on the bed.
I sat upp and he wrapped his arms around me.
"Take a deep breath." He soothed.
I laid my head on his shoulder and he lifted his hand to my chin and raised my lips to his.
