Dream world

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Layin down for sleep
sayin my wishes

only askin for the best
dreams i can have

shut my eyes
go to dream World

starts good
then bad

no no stop no dont!
the melestation and rape starts again

cant fight
cant stop it

cant wake up
tears fall silently down my check

theres nothin i can do
but wait for it to end

feel every movement
like its really happenin

his hard touch
the unwanted

wishin every min it would stop
but knowin he wont tell hes had what he wants

he leaves
lays in her bed

leaves me in pain
with the memories

i can finaly wake up
silently cryin

scared to sleep
scared to dream

wishen it never happened
hoppin the best

i lay down again
but it dont end

here we go
damn dream world

wht cant i sleep
in peace for once

one peacful night
no cryin

no pain
no nightmares?

Why must i remember
Why did it happen?

i awake again
tryin to stay quite

known not to wake
my mom

shakin
cryin

whos there for me
but me?

wishin some one was up
a friend thats like my fam.

someone that knows me
well enough to know whats wrong!

Author note: written in 08

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