"Nightfall"
lay me me down tosleep, say my prayer.
wish you were here
to hold me to keep him
from me.
I hear my door click
he is walking in.
I panic looking for
an escape.
its to late now
he has me tied down.
he begins to strip
me. i begin to wish,
wish that it would end, that
you were here.
the cloths are gone
he leaves me for awhile.
i begin to shiver, you
text, i can opem and read it.
"are you okay" it
reads
i reply "NO! HELP!"
no answer
he comes back i'm
cold as hell, i have
hypothermia, it begins.
he climes on top
of me, penatrets,
i cry, it hurts, he is
done with me he unties
me and says "clean
Yourself slut"
i sit up rock band and forth
crying holding myself
you come through my window
run to my aid help me
i cry even more
you get me to your
place, i'm shacking
now, you get me clean
and in bed
you hold me close,
i sleep
i begin to dream
i'm back home
he is raping me
again. i scream
aloud "NO! STOP!
LET ME GO!" i beginto hit you wake me
up i cry.
for hours on end
in your arms. i return,
home befor dawn,
its night and it
happens again
i look for your
help your warm
embrace and ice
cold body but
your not here.
your embrace
vanishes.
i cry harder
try to kill myself
but nothing works
i wish you were
back. it happens
more and more now.
the flashbacks
come more offten. the
tears don't stop
the cuts are more
frequent now.
your gone but
it never stops
HELP ME!
YOU ARE READING
Poetry Corner
PoetryThis is some of the poems I still have I use to have a 500 page book of my poems. Sadly it got lost over the years... I hope you guys like them. If this goes good I'll keep adding to it.