So many promises
Spill out of your
Mouth, I lose
Count.
Most of them
Are lies, and
Now a scar.
Most frequent
Broken one?
That our first
Night would of
Been the last of
Me feeling pain,
Alone, worthless,
And unwanted.
Yet it caused most
The scars.
I don't know
What to believe.
What to trust.
My heart is
Screamin
Enough already!
Just say goodbye
And leave
Me to pick up
The pieces. While
I ask why
You do this to me.
Yet you say
Nothing
Than another promise
Mixed with an I love you
Breaking me more.
Cause I do not
Believe it any more.
Remember
"He lied" iS
Hidden within
"She believed"
i can't do it.
I know my
Heart will not
Servive one more
Time.
I have lost
Myself, my
Self esteem,
My hope, my
Self worth,
Lost everything.
While you
Go on without
A care. Then
You say it
I -break in my heart-
love -another break-
You -another break-
I say nothing
And you pull me
Close,
Mine all mine
You say, Then
I'm -break-
Yours -break-
all -double break-
Yours -double break-
Promise -triple break-
Another promise
That I don't
Believe. So I
Still say nothing.
I -rip goes a heart string-
Love -rip-
You -rip-
I wince in pain
Not answering,
You continue. I
Try to believe you
But I just can't
Which makes
You mad, you
Give up and
Roll over falling
Asleep. I begin.
Begin to
Cry.
Hating myself
More, wishing
To be perfect
Like they were.
So maybe, youd
Stay, but I know
Its to late for
Me.
Later you say
Youll prove it
Too me, yet
Nothing has done so.
This pain in
My chest is
Unbearable, why
can't you see it?
Why are you
So blind to it?
Why do I feel
This way?
Am I cursed?
Oh well,
Here goes me
Trying again.
Only to fail.
To lose as
Always.
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Poetry Corner
PoetryThis is some of the poems I still have I use to have a 500 page book of my poems. Sadly it got lost over the years... I hope you guys like them. If this goes good I'll keep adding to it.
