In The Blink of an Eye. (Complete)

The Count Down

Kaira's POV

17 hours. 6 minutes. 5, 4, 3, 2 seconds left.

I haven't told anyone what happened. I mean, who would believe me? Some crazy jacked up lady came and saw me and told me I have 24 hours to figure out if I wanted to live in this world still or not?

Yeah I could see that going over so well. The thoughts were running through my head, did I really want to stay here or did I want to leave? Did I want to continue in this life or go back to the one I had started?

"You know, the life you lived before the car crash is the life you were supposed to live. And I know that that's where you really want to be. It wouldn't be this hard to figure out if you wanted to actually stay here." I had seen this coming. Someone, the reaper, would show up and say something along the lines of I told you so, or something like that.

"Yeah well I don't know what to do. Do I really want to leave this place? Do I really want to forget about the life I've made here? Do I want to start over my life again just like I had to when I woke up the first time? I'm not to sure about that."

"Well than I can come back later and see if you've made up your mind. Fate knows what you pick, I'm just here to see if you've made up your mind for yourself." And with that the reaper disappeared. What did he mean when he said Fate knows what my choice was already. Why didn't Fate, who I now assume is an actually person, and probably that crazy lady from early, tell me what I was going to pick? This would have been so much easier if she had just told me what to do.

'Things wouldn't be the same if you didn't pick for yourself what you needed rather than what you wanted. Fate can always change, for better or for worse.' I hear the words float through my mind quickly. I knew who it was, or to the point who it wasn't.

That wasn't really what I wanted to hear from her. The crazy lady from earlier.

"KAIRA YOU LEFT THE PARTY AND DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME YOU LEFT, I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!" I hear yelling from down stairs. We all knew who that was. I know I should have told her I was leaving but I just needed to get away from that party scene. Panic attacks where coming.

"Oh, Shit." I knew I was screwed as soon as she walked through that door, but I hadn't really been paying much attention to things like telling my sister, who I'm almost 100% sure was to drunk to remember this night in the morning, that I was leaving the party in one piece and that I made it home in one piece.

"Oh shit is right. You didn't even say good bye. I had to get someone to drive me home because you were supposed to be my DD tonight." She came into my room with arms crossed and a pout placed on on her lips.

"I'm soo sorry Tess, I was just thinking really bad thoughts and I just got side tracked. Then I had a panic attack and somehow I ended up home within all the mental break down. I actually have no idea how I managed to get home."

"Jack took you home." She said as soon as I confessed I didn't know how I managed to get home in one piece.

"Who?" I question.

"Jack Malantesta. The guy that's been crushing on you even when Rorre was around. He's had the biggest crush on you for years. I didn't even know how you've never seen it until after the crash. There was a reason you've never seen any guy before, and the car crash explained everything."

"I don't know what you're talking about. All of the guys have been over you for years. Never me. I was always with Rorre. No other guy has ever seen me the way they saw you, even though we're identical twins. But I liked it that way, I liked being invisible rather than seen." I tell her in a confident yet hesitant voice. All she does is shake her head in responds. It looked like she was going to leave. She had turned around and started to walk out of the room, drunk breathe and all.

But than she turned back around. "Kaira, if you could go back would you?"

I tense up just a little bit. I was glad that she couldn't see that I had tensed up because I was laying down on the bed, covered in blankets. I took a deep breathe and answered her honestly. Probably too honestly. "Yes."

"Then why don't you?" She whispered. I don't think I was meant to hear what she had said. I just pushed it to the side and made it seem like I didn't hear her. I turned back around to see no one at the door any more. She had left right after saying that and I didn't have the time to say anymore.

I turned my lights off and went to sleep without another thought about being able to go back to before the car crash.

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There you go next chapter I know that it sucks but I really dont know where this needs to go before I can finish it.

This is pretty much just a filler chapter to get to the next part.