Nathan POV
Love is brutal, torturing but yet it is an impressive feeling, a luxury towards our emotions. Love can be classified as one only present in a fairy tale, non the less love is Real. Without questioning it's real.
When I was seven years old my mother had left for Spain. She left a letter for my father saying she'd be back after she found her self.
Months passed without even a phone call from her. My father was a mess, he tried to hide every thing from me in aid of protecting me. I couldn't have understood.
My mother came back six months after. She wasn't the same, when she step through the door I rushed down the stairs. She hugged me, tighter than she ever had and that scared me. My father went down to hug her but she stepped away before he could.
That night we had dinner, I excused my self from the table because of fear of what might have happen. They never once looked at each other in the way they were at the table.
That night I heard my father yelling at my mother and my mother sobbing. I didn't know much about marriage but I knew something was wrong and they could possibly be getting a divorce.
My parents stayed together after months of counseling, they kept everything from me on till I was seventeen. My parents sat me down after they had learned of Me being with almost half of the chicks in my senor year.
They told me of what really happen, my mother had cheated on my father with one of her coworkers. Then she left for Spain in fear of facing him. Dad hadn't suspected this until after mom had confessed. She begged for forgiveness and agreed to any consequences which came because of her mistake, except divorce.
They went to counseling until dad decided to forgive her. They told me of how strong there love was and also of what was love, mom cried while sharing there story.
It wasn't that I wanted to hurt any one of those chicks, I just didn't want a relationship and they didn't have a problem with that. After our little talk I tried to give up on the whole man whore thing. Chicks still came onto me but I was getting better at it.
When I met Natalie I found out what my parents talked of. In every thing she did I was engulfed. Captured in her, I fell in love with her.
I hadn't cheated on her or even gave anyone the attention she had gotten. Giving up the man whore behavior, I was with a chick I loved and nothing can break us apart.
"Nathan? " turning to were the soft but annoyed voice was coming from I met lucy's eyes.
She stared at me annoyed while waiting for me to answer. She shoved a piece of paper at me and turned her attention back to Mr Chung.
" Uhmn... What's this? "
I've tried not to sound rude, I've tried to cut the whole disrespectful tone.
" Our project ass--" Lucy shots at me, I could tell she didn't want to say that out loud.
"Miss Martin! " professor Chung yells while starring at Lucy with disappointment
Laughter forcing it way out, I bite my cheek.
" I'm sorry...its just that --" Lucy begins to Apologize
"That ass" professor Chung says
I Failed to withhold the laugher as professor Chung chuckles. Lucy sinks deeper in her seat beside me, for the first time I felt sorry for the little wretch.
"You may go" Chung turns and says "Mr Scott, Miss Martin?"
Lucy stops in her tracks and turn towards professor Chung "Yes sir"
"A word" Lucy glances at me as I walk toward the professor.
"You two " he begins moving his gaze from Lucy and towards me
" you need to work out your... Issues"
"Issues?... He's the one that with the--" Lucy fumes with rage as she stares through professor Chung's hard glare
"You both have a problem" matching her tone he moves closer to us "Now work it out"
Stepping back around his table he sits focusing on something on his desk.
Lucy storms through the door fuming in rage. It's obvious she has some sort of temper issue.
I rush through the door preventing another annoyed look from professor Chung.
Stepping through the door the sun rays grazes me. Turning to see if Lucy was anywhere in sight or maybe she had found some poor chick's face to pounce on. How could I put anything past that chick.
Natalie had invited me to that karaoke thing every night this weekend. That reminds me, I need to find an apartment this weekend. I have to leave that fraternity house. Sally would probably want to share the place with me although I would prefer Natalie.
She wasn't living on campus because her parents lives close by. I thought they'd approve of us living together without a commitment.
It's a roommate I'm seeking.
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"Karaoke tonight, right? "
" yeah, you've asked me about a hundred times" I respond
Natalie leans against my car, her blonde hair flowing through the wind. Her lips forms a tight smile. In a black tan top and skinny jeans with her naturally pink lips.
I move closer and place a kiss on the side of her mouth. Moving my lips to her ear "I've missed you"
Her lips stretches into a wide smile showing her Colgate commercial teeth.
"It's only been a couple of hours"
Seeing her this morning wasn't enough. I want to be around her every hour in my miserable life. She mine and only mine.
"You sure about that? " trailing small kisses from her ear to her neck absorbing her scent.
" yeah... " she tries to answer ignoring the pleasure of my kisses
Moving my lips to hers I place a small kiss on her lips, teasing her. She pulls me closer to her, our mouths moving as if we were dancing to a song. She runs her hands in my hair as our tongues meet.
"Get a room" a familiar voice says from behind us
Pulling away from Natalie my eyes meet Ryan's. Full of humor her stares trying not to laugh.
Jake stands beside him, his eyes on Natalie. Turning towards Natalie she whisper I'm sorry to Jake with an apologetic look in her eyes.
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