Valentina (17) is known as the loner that nowone knows, or anyone dares to do so....
Except, her cousing Keyla...
Why is that? Will Valentina come out of her shell?
Most of the time was spent with myself ignoring 100% Julian, I didn't speak to him, I didn't even take a glance at him, if he went left I went right.
When last period came around I was really feeling out of it (as if my day could go any worse) so I was on automatic. Adrian noticed this because I could feel his gaze on me all the way from when he entered through getting to our table.
"Are you alright Beautiful? I thought letting you be late to class was going to help you relax a bit"
At this point I didn't even dare to look him in the eyes, so I just kept my gaze down and shrugged.
"Fine, we won't talk about it now but may we please talk about it later? I don't like seeing you like this"
Adrian was so sweet and it just made me feel worse. What was I fealing for him? And most importantly, what was I fealing for Julian? I guess I will talk to him later.
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Class went by, and all I know is I didn't even pay attention to it, I know I should or else I'm going to fail all of my exams. I tried to walk by people as fast and unnoticed as possible, but I know for a fact Adrian was right behind me.
"Adrian, can we go outside to the garden?"
"Sure, as long as you tell me what's wrong with you"
"Of course"
We walk in silence to the garden side by side, I can't believe we've only been in a relationship for like 2 days and we are already going to have situations, if not problems.
"Ok A, I'm really sorry for what I'm about to tell you right now, but I think I am confused"
"Confused?, About what V?
"I've been fealing down all day, and when I asked you to leave me because I wanted to be late for class..... well, when I was on my way to my locker...."
"What? please just tell me?"
As Adrian asked those questions It made me want to die, beautiful normally cheery eyes were filled of concern and I couldn't hold to think that it was all my fault.
"I guess Julian was following me, and well he dragged me to a room, or closet I'm not sure, and then he kissed me"
"What the f$&# is wrong with him?!"
"No, see the thing is, I wasn't being completely honest with you, because at first its like an automatic response, so I respond to the kiss, but then.... then I remember you, Us, and I always find a way to break it"
"Why are you telling me this? what is your point?"
"Adrian, I'm so sorry, and I really want to be with you because you bring the best of me, things I thought I would never ever feel, you bring me happiness and you make me feel cared for and beautiful, but..."
"But???"
"But I can't deny that.... th.. there's something going on with me when Julian gets close to me"
Right when those words left my lips I started crying because I didn't want to feel all of these fealings and I most certaintly didn't want to hurt Adrian.
"So... you're telling me you feel something for Julian as well?"
"A..Adrian, I..I..... I'm so sorry, I don't even know what I feel, but this is the reason why I never let people close to me, I always end up hurt and hurting others"
"Valentina... I honestly don't know what to say, you are my first girlfriend, I don't know If I did anything to cause this but..."
I could hear the desperation in his voice and saw a tear run down his beautiful angelic face.
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He sank on the floor and just stared right ahead with a sad expression on. I felt terrible.
"Adrian... I.... A lot has happened in my life and Its been really hard for me I.."
"Valentina, lets just think about things ok, I might have rushed things..."
"NO"
I rush to take his face in my hands and make him look straight into my eyes. While my own were watering, threatening to spill the pool of tears.
"Adrian, you have been the greatest person that has come into my life and has happened to me ever since...... well it doesn't matter right now, please don't you dare to feel like you are the one to blame, you are great Adrian, Lets just...."
"Thanks Valentina, but yes, I think we should take some time to think, or at least you should, because I am sure of what I feel for you"
At this point I was already crying and I just fell on his chest, he holds my chin up and looks me right in the eye as if asking permision to say good bye.
Instantly I rush to kiss him. The kiss was desperate and passionate on both sides as if we were trying to foget all of our problems. We were so close and holding each other very tight. The kiss started to slow down and we were staring into each others eyes without letting go.
"Thank you V, I have to go."
And just like that Adrian abruptly stands and walks away from me, leaving me fealing empty and lonely all of a sudden.
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Authors note:
I hope you guys enjoy this chapter vote and please please please leave your feedback.
Also I want to dedicate this chapter to a few people that have been very important in my life very recently :)
