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Chapter 3: Elementary & Middle School

As I got older I started to have different feelings. Not normal teenage hormones or anything. I started to feel legit unwanted. I lived with my grandmother since I was born up to 1st grade. After 1st grade I moved to Kentucky. At first I went to Bardstown Primary School for second grade, then Bardstown Elementary School for half of 3rd grade. The other half of third grade I moved into a house in Melody Lake, and then I went to New Haven Elementary/Middle School. 3rd grade was interesting, that's when I wanted boobs, ik sounds stupid. I hated so many people and I was really shy. 4th grade I met my favorite teacher, Mrs. Hibbs. She was so amazing, she was so nice to me, and 4th grade I was somewhat above but not enough to be put in a higher class. I helped out with 2nd graders reading during my reading time in class. 

5th grade is when I got a school job type thing if I went over to this classroom and cleaned it I got paid with a drink or candy. 5th grade is also when I got my first boyfriend, which lasted for literally an hour. I also dated this guy named Ben for like 2 weeks, but then I broke up with him because he would never talk to me. 6th grade was when I became who I am now. I had many different boyfriends, I know I sounded like a whore, but I didn't count them because they were all online. I dated Jamie, Justin, Evan, and Devin in person. I also learned in 6th grade that I wanted to help people so I decided to make my career about going into the army. I got my first kiss by Evan and it was great, I'd never forget that. 6th grade was also another good teacher year. Her name was Mrs. Greenwell. She was like my 2nd mother. 

7th grade was just normal, dated the same people as 6th and it was just boring. 8th grade was interesting, just because of a relationship with a guy named Cameron. He was like so amazing in my eyes, but didn't last long because of Alex Harrell. 8th was very nerve racking, getting ready for high school because all I was told was that Thomas Nelson sucks. I was also working a school thing called the Best Store, where you bought things with paper money you earned. Dating Cameron was amazing, he was tall, with bright blue eyes, dirty blond hair, and built as a motherfucker. Then he was no longer mine, because Mrs. Whore took him from me just like she did with Jamie and Justin. Last day of school came around? I didn't go. I hated school and it was the last thing I wanted to do on a hot day.

Then summer came around. Summer was great because I came up to Indiana and got all tan and worked fireworks, got paid like over $1,000. Yes it is possible to get paid that much in 2 weeks. I worked Monday-Friday, 9am - 11 pm. It was worth it. Lighting off fireworks on the 4th was my favorite part. I was with my friends watching the fireworks go off. After I was done working my cousin Megan and I went to the mall. I took like $450 and came back with $69 exactly, I did not plan that out on purpose. I got new clothes, a Batman bathing suit, skirts, dresses, Jordan's, and a Mickey & Minnie Mouse. There's more but who cares?