Cassadra's Big Love (Published)

Chapter VIII

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"Do not dwell in the past, do not dwell of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."

-Buddha

*Seven Years*

Cass' POV

Seven years has easily passed, Thunder and Storm are now grown up, ngunit kasabay ng paglaki nila ang unti unti ding pagkawala ng memorya ko.

"Mommy! Look at this!" Storm showed me the picture where I putting the ribbon he received a while ago. I smile at him and pinch his cheek.

"Cute." sa paglipas ng panahon, nakita na namin ang malaking pagkakaiba ng dalawang kambal, Thunder are more silent than Storm, but Thunder has the intelligent like his father. Medal ang nakuha nya, ribbon naman ang kay Storm. Nag attend kami kanina ng recignition nila, Storm receive a ribbon, most helpful. While Thunder received not only one but three, model student and best in math and english.

Ang pinagpasalamat ko na lang ay ang hindi nila pagiging competitor sa isa't isa, masaya sila sa nakukuha ng bawat isa, marahil hindi pa naiintindihan ni Storm ang pagkakaiba nila, pero hindi nya iniinda ang bawat pag akyat ni Thunder sa stage kanina, everytime na natatawag ang pangalan ni Thunder ay pumapalakpak din sya.

They have a lot of differences. Pero kahit ganoon, makikita mo pa din ang pagkakatulad nila, ang pagmamahal nila sa isa't isa.

Tumayo ako at lumapit sa sticky note na lagayan ko, nagsimula kong isulat ang bagong bagay na dapat kong tandaan. I wrote the day and the event. Pinunit ko ito at idinikit sa wall kung saan may space pang natitira. I remember the day when Thunder and Storm ask me why I'm sticking those paper on our wall. I simply say ..

"Coz Mommy don't want to forget about you."

They smile at me and Storm say ..

"We too Mommy we don't want to forget you.! " he grab my pen and my sticky note and start drawing from line and shapes to look like a girl. They're just five years old that time.

I smile when he finish drawing that. He about to give it to me when Thunder grab it, he write ..

"Mommy" on that lower part of paper. Tears came down on my face as I hug them.

Nagpapasalamat pa din ako dahil pitong taon pa ang tinatagal ko dito, dati nung nalaman kong may sakit ako, akala ko mamamatay na ako. Hindi pala. Dahil habang tumatagal ay pinapahirapan muna ako ng sakit ko.

My body got weak. Madali na akong magkasakit. Nanlabo na din ang mata ko kaya kinailangan ko ng magsalamin.

Sa tingin ko nga habang tumatagal ay lalo akong nanghihina. Kasabay ng pagdami mg mga moment at event na dapat kong tandaan ay ang paghina ng memorya ko. I cannot use my phone or my computer now. Buti nga at ang pagsulat ay alam ko pa din.

Four years ago, Maria Ayesha Divina came to this wonderful world, finally Art and Dianne got their own child. Yesha is the princess of the family dahil nag iisa syang babae sa pamilya.

Thunder, Storm, Clinton, Clifford, Angelico and Angelo, studied in the same School, and at the same level. Rukia is three years ahead from them.

Si Biboy?

There he is .. smiling at me.

"Are you ok?"

I just answer him a smile. Then we walk to the garden and look at our two boys playing around.

"May check up ka tomorrow." he reminded me.

i just nod. How I hate Hospital.

"Any problem?" he ask while cupping my face.