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twelve: i feel like a girl i'm

twelve: i feel like a girl

third person: calum

calum and the boys were rehearsing a cover they were going to sing, dublin was the last uk/ireland show they had, and they wanted to make the most out of it. they boy took a five minute break giving calum the opportunity to text max.

dropdeadcth: i got a date today yo

shibacalum: oh um whats his name

dropdeadcth: ryder

dropdeadcth: i know im a virgin but i wanna fucking ride him

dropdeadcth: one time won't hurt right?

shibacalum: how old

dropdeadcth: 19 haha hes so fucking hot im

shibacalum: what about calum

dropdeadcth: hes fucking perfect but its never gona happen lol

shibacalum: wow ur just gonna leave him like that

dropdeadcth: wtf thomas wyd

shibacalum: what if calum wanted to ask u out

dropdeadcth: id look around to find the camera crew cuz shits not normal

shibacalum: what if there was no camera crew

dropdeadcth: id look around for the other guys cuz that wud have to be a joke haha

shibacalum: wat if the guys weren't there ??

dropdeadcth: id sit down and wait for him to tell me hes just kidding then leave haha

shibacalum: what is he not good enough for you

dropdeadcth: tf hes better than good enough lol i could grate cheese on that jawline

shibacalum: then y dont u go out w/ calumm

dropdeadcth: bc i dont, he wouldnt wana d8 me anyway haha

dropdeadcth: lol i gtg ryders waiting for me

calum threw his phone the couch, before running a hand through his hand in frustration. calum could make her feel so much better than ryder ever could. of course, he couldn't do anything about his situation because if he told max it as game over for him.

"woah, what's got you worked up?" luke laughed, staring at calum, who was laying on the floor staring at the ceiling.

"she's going on a goddamn date." calum huffed, crossing his arms. luke chuckled and looked at ashton with a knowing look.

"cal, she doesn't even know you like her, she most likely doesn't even like 'thomas' like that. she can go on dates, she's friends with a fucking fbi agent, im sure she knows how to protect herself. plus, she's eighteen." ashton looked at calum, with his gatorade in one hand.

"i know, i just want to fucking tell her, ya know? but, if i do she'll hate me for fucking ever and lola will come and beat my ass up, or worse. lola's brother will beat my ass up." calum explained, he was terrified of lola's brother ever since max told him that he worked with the feds. earl was in the fbi, so yeah he examined dead people and arrested murderers, so what?

"i just don't want her with that ryder kid, he's seems like nothing but trouble." calum added, looking at his phone.

"you do realize, that you are the one who's pretending to be 'thomas', right?" luke remarked giving calum a 'you're-so-fucking-stupid' look.

"she said she wanted to ride him, luke." calum reasoned, just after giving luke the middle finger. "yeah, max isn't going home a virgin." michael giggled, slowly putting his index finger into a hole he made with his fingers.

"you guys are no help." calum spoke, in petty annoyance. "calm down, buddy." mitchy spoke, walking into the room. mitchy collins, local friend of five seconds of summer.

calum tapped his hand on his thigh, staring at his phone in anger. he just wanted to get his hands on her, show her who could really make her feel good.

"look at you, cal. you're never like this, especially not over a girl. face it, you're jealous of this ryder dude and you don't even know him." michael said, taking a sip of his red bull. calum continued to stare at his phone, no new messages.

"i am not jealous, i'm just mad she's dating someone else." he stated, tapping his foot on the floor.

"you're totally jealous, you like her, alot. the fact of her not liking you the same way makes you insecure, you haven't felt insecure in what? four years? you're not used to rejection. i feel like a girl, i'm." luke laughed at michael hitting the back of his head with his hand. michael was right calum knew it, he would never admit it, but michael was right.

"nope. i'm not fucking jealous."