I thought you loved me *A Larry Stylinson Fanfic*

Chapter 1

CHAPTER 1

*Harry’s POV *

“I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel. I'm cold and I'm ashamed, lying naked on the floor. Illusion never changed, into something real. I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn.” I could hear the music playing in the back round. I don’t know why I'm putting myself through this, listening to a depressing song while I really am torn. I'm sitting there, in the middle of my bathroom floor, crying loudly because no one is here to listen to my sobs.

Thinking about what occurred only minutes before just makes me cry louder, but there is no way to stop. My mind keeps replaying it over and over again... It’s like my mind won’t let go of the fact that it can never be, and never could have been. It has taken me till now to realise that it was impossible. I, Harry Edward Styles, can never be with Louis William Tomlinson.

Looking around my bathroom, I don’t know what to do. It’s like all of my tears have suddenly dried up and all I'm left with is a sense of loneliness and pain. Then, my mind decides it hasn't had enough and replays my story yet again...

*Flashback*

Today is the day. Today is the day I finally ask Louis to be my boyfriend. So called ‘Larry Stylinson’ has been seemingly stronger lately... And I've finally decided to ask Louis out for real. I have planned it all out and it’s gonna be perfect! Just then, my phone beeps, indicating I have a message.

‘Louis and Harry, I need you boys in a meeting at 4:00. We have some important business to discuss. Don’t be late. – Simon’ well, it’s 3:00 now, so I have to get ready.

Ok, so maybe my plan will have to wait... Never the less, by the end of the day, Louis Tomlinson will be mine. And if he’s not, I don’t know what I’ll do.

I went home to get ready for the meeting. I wonder what Simon thinks is so important to discuss...

*At the meeting*

“Hey Uncle Simon,” I said with a cheeky grin as I walked through the door. “Hello Harry, nice of you to join us,” he replied with a hint of a scowl. To be truthful with you, Simon absolutely hates being called ‘Uncle’ so we boys do it just to annoy him. But then again, he could have been scowling because I was 10 minutes late... That would explain the ‘nice of you to join us’. Then I saw him, looking perfect as always in his striped shirt, red jeans, and signature TOMS. My heart flew as he looked over at me with a smile that could make heaven itself jealous.

“HAZZABEAR!” he exclaimed rather loudly. “BOOBEAR!” I yelled back, matching his tone with my own greeting. Of course, this level of volume resulted in Simon telling us to ‘be quiet or so help me I will never re-sign One Direction’.

After me and Louis had calmed down, and were sitting in front of Simon, I asked “So, what did you need us here so urgently for Si?”, “That’s a good question Harry,” he replied casually, but still business like. “You see, management have decided ‘Larry Stylinson’ has been a bit too...” he trailed off at the end, not exactly sure how to finish.

“Close?” Louis supplied. “Yes, close. We've come to the decision that you boys need some time apart. This means, I don’t want to hear any news of you two together that is of interest to the media,” Simon finished his statement with a note of conclusion, meaning that there was no way he would change his mind. And with those words, my heart was shattered into a million pieces that, just like Humpty Dumpty, could not be put together again.