FEAR ▷ Denis Stoff

thirteen

This is the Tuesday update but I just wanna post it now so here

Denis spent the next couple of days teasing me about the shower incident. Everyone had caught on and started joining in on the teasing.

I was just waiting for something to happen with them so I could tease them back.

Denis had to leave today to go start setting up his house so we were just lounging around in my room.

"Will you say something in Russian?" I looked at him and smiled.

"Why you weirdo?" He laughed.

"Because it's hot."

"Well dang I can't argue with that." He leaned up, "Im budet ne khvatat' tebya, detka."

I raised an eyebrow.

"I'm gonna miss you, baby." He translated and kissed my forehead.

"I'm gonna miss you too. Next time you see me, don't just appear in my house while I'm on the phone with you." I laughed.

"I promise I won't." Denis laughed, "I didn't tell you, but we have to go back on tour."

"When?" I pushed myself up to face him.

"Two weeks." He mumbled looking down at his feet.

"How long is the tour?" I asked warily.

"About a month and a half." He frowned.

We sat in silence for a bit before I spoke up.

"I'll see you right after, okay?" I grimaced.

Denis nodded trying to keep a smile on his face. A car started beeping its horn indicating Ben and Ciara were here to drive back to California. He groaned and pushed himself up next to me.

I bounded off the bed and grabbed one of his shirts out of his bag before he could get up.

"What are you doing shorty?" He chuckled.

"I like sleeping in your shirts. We're a cliché couple, remember?" I smiled.

"Oh yeah. Indeed we are." He stood up and strolled over to me, sweeping me off my feet.

I laid my head on his shoulder as we stood there in each other's arms.

"Hey remember the show-"

"I'm going to cut your tongue out." I swung my leg back and kicked him lightly.

He laughed even harder.

Ben beeped the horn again, getting impatient.

I got off of my boyfriend and we walked down the stairs, before I jumped on his back.

"Am I going to have to start calling you monkey?"

"Only if I can call you a giraffe." I countered.

He laughed, "Deal."

He walked outside with me still on his back and set his suitcase in the trunk of the car.

I groaned and let myself drop down to the road.

"I will see you at the show in a month and then we can spend the week together in two months after I get off tour." Denis embraced me.

"Who said I was coming to the show?" I joked.

"Then I guess I'll just have to kidnap you."

"Oi mate! You two can fuck later but we have got to go!" Ben yelled out the window.

I laughed and let go of Denis. For some reason, I was starting to cry.

"No, no don't." He pleaded and wiped away the tears before they fell.

"I'm sorry." I laughed at myself.

"Don't apologize. I'll see you later shorty." He leaned down and kissed my forehead once more before jumping into the backseat.

"See you later Hansel." I smiled as they drove off.

***

Denis and I were back to facetiming and skyping with each other every free second we had. The two weeks had quickly passed and suddenly he was on tour.

Once it started, he didn't have much free time and he was completely wasted half of the times we were talking. Ben had promised me to keep him out of trouble and it made me a bit more relaxed, but not all the way.

It still bothered me that he was touring all around America and girls were literally throwing theirselves at them. So far, nothing had happened and it was building up my confidence that he wasn't the type of guy to have a girlfriend and hook up with other girls whilst on tour.

I trusted him and I didn't want him to break it at all. I was nearly convinced that he wouldn't do anything. The only thing really catching my eye was that he was posting pictures with an extremely attractive girl. I didn't know her name. I only knew that she was foreign and very beautiful. It made me a bit timid when Denis would post pictures with her.

I didn't like it at all. All I knew is that I missed my boyfriend and I couldn't wait to see him.

This was really short and I apologize but this is just a filler before something huge and completely unexpected happens. Also the update for Friday may be delayed because Sunday night I broke my ankle for the second time this year (I broke it at the AA show in February. wow I'm so hardcore aren't I!!) and depression has been kicking my ass lately as there's a lot of shit going on. If it's delayed until Saturday or Sunday then I'm sorry :(