He'll Never Let Me Go

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Aldenbert.

Hailey.

Hailey.

Hailey.

Hailey.

That was all I could think of.

I could feel the pulse of need for Hailey right on my side. As cliché as it sounds, she lightens up my mood when it's down and she let me experience different things that I wasn't able to.

Everytime I think of her, there's just this rush inside me that makes me feel hyper, interested. She was also the reason why the company was one of the best companies worldwide for 2 years in a row and she was the reason everyone was happy while doing their tasks here in my company.

She was like an angel and I really am in love with her. But, it was too late when I realized that thought.

Stupid me.

Hailey Davies, my former secretary was close to becoming my girlfriend. We were really close including the fact that almost everyday we spent hours doing business and sometimes she'd sleep on her office but I can't let her do that so I'd just let her sleep in the penthouse upstairs which I don't usually use. I was kind of surprised when she agreed to rest in my penthouse because she wasn't really close to guys.

Hailey also let me experience new things rich people haven't. Like, eating porridge- which was really tasty- walking on the beach barefoot, since my mom and my dad always told me to wear slippers.

My parents always wanted the 'perfect child' and I guess I really followed them. I also watched the sunset in an old abandoned building, eat street food, and even play in theme parks with Hailey, which I never did when I was young since my parents would always leave me at home with those maids that doesn't even know how to cook food.

I even remember one time, I had toast for dinner.

How cruel is that?

And, did I mention fakely get married in a carnival?-Yes, Hailey and I had a fake marriage with each other in a carnival and we were like a real couple for 3 days that time. I took the fake marriage seriously and took her out for dates and gave her presents. She also did the same and she would always make me home-made food. And after those 3 days, I felt sad but happy at the same time and I...well I can't hide it. I felt unusual feelings for her. The tingles or the shivers when you're with that somebody? That 'uneasy' feeling?

Yes, I felt that. I felt that when I am with Hailey.

I would always twitch, move around, and twiddle my fingers whenever I'm with Hailey and she found it hilarious. I even remembered one time, she was beside me and I suddenly hitched my breath, she just laughed her ass-off and stared at me.

Then when the time came when I realized that I loved her, Daffport, Our company's biggest rival, somehow turned the tables and made our company suffer for awhile. Then That was the most difficult part that Hailey and I ever encountered.

That time, I had to attend so many press and confidential conferences for about 5 months and Hailey would just be stuck in her office all day long, fixing my schedule. The two of us didn't get to talk to each other for awhile then my chances of confessing my feelings for her were getting lower and more narrow. Then my dad came in the picture. He noticed how stressed I am that time and how much I was cramming and he blamed it all on Hailey. He started spreading wide rumors that circled around the company and slowly, she was giving up. I had no chance but to let her go that time but this time, if ever we meet again, I won't. I won't let her go if we ever meet again. I haven't told her my feelings yet and thanked her for making me feel what I have to feel.