Scarred -Miraculous Ladybug- (Could Be Triggering)

• Chapter 3 •

Thanks alya-sama for the book cover :D You're amazing!

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Marinette looked down at paved ground, her heart and soul weeping. A hand got placed on her shoulder, she turned around and stared at the keeper of the hand. The sympathetic blonde boy smiled gently, hoping to cheer up the klutz he was touching.

The funeral of Marinette's father was just over, and four teenagers were staring at the tombstone. Alya,Nino and Adrien all glanced at the petite girl about to sob. Alya put her arms around Marinette and Nino, Nino put his arms around Alya and Adrien, and Adrien had his arms around Nino's and Marinette's. 

"It's alright, Marinette. Let it all out." Marinette's eyes water from Nino's words.

"It's going to be alright, you have us. You have me." Adrien gracefully smiles yet again, comforting his first friend. Marinette's tears poured down her cheeks, exploding when it reaches the ground. The three let go of her, because of Alya and Nino knowing what to do.

Sure, Marinette is Alya's friend and was upset at the time, but she thought it would be better if Adrien comforted her. 

Adrien felt worse for letting go, so instead of just standing there, he pulled her into his chest. She grabbed hold of his black suit, creating wet marks on the fabric. "I-It isn't fair...Why me? Why?! I've not done anything, anything!" Marinette raged, punching Adrien's chest - not meaning it in a harmful way. Luckily enough, she was weak and fragile at that moment, so it didn't hurt him.

"I know you haven't, Mari. But you've got to stay strong, for everyone. For Alya, for Nino and especially, for me." Adrien says in a hushed tone. His voice made Marinette's back shiver, it was so calm and the tone sounded like he related to Marinette's issues.

In reality, he did. He related to her; his mother passed away when he was 12 years old, causing his Father to lock himself in a bubble and become horrible.

"I just...I miss him. I miss my father, Adrien! I need him...My father...He is- he was my happiness...We used to play video games every Thursday night. We used to watch a movie every Sunday....We did everything, Adrien! Please, I want him back!" Marinette  slipped from Adrien's grip and onto the floor, with her face in her hands.

Adrien kneeled on the floor as well, holding onto Marinette's shoulder yet again. "Please, Mari, look at me." He requests nicely. She looks up at him, tear stains on her cheeks. He didn't say a word, but pulled her into another hug, even tighter; not wanting to let go.

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Marinette walked into her house with her Mother, still phased from the funeral that just happened. Sabine went to the kitchen to start dinner, and Marinette dragged herself to her bedroom. 

Marinette walked up into her bedroom, locking her trapdoor behind. She flopped onto her bed, and stared at her white ceiling.

"Am I really worthy of anything? am I really a good person? Am I really liked? Am I really alive? Should I even be alive...Is there any point to living? Any point of being in the world in the first place?" Marinette sighed. "There's no point...I'm worthless,clumsy,un-confident and disliked...I might as well just die.."

Marinette's eyes scrolled through her room, and she finds something pointy.

A needle, to be precise.

She stood up from her bed and walked over to her sewing kit. She took the needle and took a gasp of air.

She pierces her wrist, going up and down, wincing from the pain but carries on anyways. Blood pours out of the newly cut flesh, dripping on the floor.

This carried on for 10 minutes, and she knew scars would be planted on her wrists. She knew she had to be cautious and wear long-sleeved jumpers. She didn't care though.

She no longer wanted to go to school, she no longer wanted to eat, she no longer wanted to talk.

She no longer wanted to live.

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Hope you enjoyed this chapter :D It's my birthday so I decided to update for you :DD