Scarred -Miraculous Ladybug- (Could Be Triggering)

○ Chapter 8 ○

OkAY hi before we get this chapter going i'm gonna answer those questions really quickly! ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Poisonouse-Angel asked: "Where was Tikki when Marinette was cutting? When her father died?" ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

uh idk lol let's just say she didnt want to intrude?????? idk just idk ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Dramaqueen2905 asked: will there be lemon soon? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

FUCK YES THERE WILL BE ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)  should it be real sinful or just

eh it b sin! ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

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ALSO: THANK YOU EVERYBODY FOR THE HELP! I HAVE NOW GOT SOME AMAZING PLANS AND I'M READY TO WRITE THEM! :D

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Chat looked at the scars yet again, making sure that what he was seeing was in fact real. He gasped and ran to get bandages. Turns out, he gasped louder than he had expected to. He had woken up the sleeping beauty: Marinette.

She gasped loudly, looking around the empty room thinking she was just hearing things. 

She looked down at her arms and saw the incredibly visible cuts. "D-Did Chat see this?!" Her eyes widened at the thought.

"Yeah, About that.." A figure walked in the shadows, "How did you get those? Did you fall over or something?" Chat walked out of the adumbration, holding the First Aid kit he struggled finding.

"Uh...A knife! I w-was washing t-the dishes a-and...I- I slipped?" Marinette rambled, trying to find excuses, making it pretty obvious.

Chat may have seemed oblivious when he asked her, but since he laid his eyes on them he knew. He knew because he had them too - but on his thighs.

He put the First Aid kit on the floor, and put his hand on top of hers, shushing her using his finger on his other hand and placing them on top of her lips. "Marinette, I know what they are. Don't lie to me." Chat sounded more stern than gentle.

"Why can't I lie?" Marinette talked back, not making him any happier.

"Marinette, I'm trying to help you here! Please, you have to tell me these things!" Chat protested, raising his voice. He didn't like raising his voice, but he still did.

This startled her, making her turn her head. She was infuriated. "Chat, whatever! I've appreciated your help but I'm done! I'm done with life! I'm done with...Everything! And everyone - including you." She "hmph!"ed  and turned away from him. 

She didn't hear him talk back, but she head footsteps walk away from her and out the window. She knew what she said, but maybe it was the wrong thing to say...

"Oh god, Tikki! What have I done..." Marinette clenched her bed sheets, letting tears drip as her breath wavered.  "I made a mistake...I scarred our friendship...I ruined everything...Just like I've ruined my life." She glanced at the needle, and reached for it.

Once she got hold of it, she bit her bottom lip and drew lines into her skin. Deep, wrenching lines, wrecking her skin. Red fluid circled her wrist and dripped on her bed. She cried as she did so, regretting everything; Ladybug,Chat,life...

She wanted to disappear. She wanted to go away from this wicked world. She wanted to sit in fields and smile with the angels. Although she wasn't Christian, she believed in heaven and hell.