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Chapter 9

Warning; contains sexual contents that could be read as offensive. Skip to the bolded section if you so choose to veto the next part. You have been warned.

REDNECK CRAZY- Tyler Farr

KELLY

“Kelly, baby, never let me go ever” he crashed his lips to mine. His kiss hot as if he had been longing and holding off, sent shivers down my back. His breath so sweet, while his tongue played with mine and let out a long moan. He kissed my jawline and down between my breasts. All of a sudden the phone rang and the ID said his mom.

“You better take that.” Grabbing the phone he walked out of the room naked to take the call.

My chest rose and fell as I tried taking deep breathes to calm myself.

I lay on his bed wrapped up in his sheets as he walked back into the dark room. Shadows casted from the moon through the window danced across the walls. He took slow steps towards me driving me crazy. He knew how bad I wanted him. Slowly laying over me, he kissed me softly. “I love you, Kelly.”

I moaned softly as he reached down carefully to remove my thong. “We can’t tell Blake, ok, Ty?”

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Blake stood behind me, my back to his chest as we rocked together putting Libby to sleep. She had gotten so big but she still had the same face I remember. Kind sweet eyes with a tender smile. I laid her down in her bed and Blake gave her a soft kiss on the forehead. I stood there a moment in her room taking it all in. The stuffed animals on the wall, the building blocks that spelled her name, the horse carousal, the fresh green paint. I had my baby back. I shut my eyes tight. I had my baby back.

Darrel would be so happy if he could see me now. He and Blake always got along so I could only assume he would be happy to see him look after his daughter with me.

I tear slid down my cheek at the thought of him. I wish he didn’t have to leave. I wish he could be here. Blake wrapped me in a hug, and kissed the top of my head. “It’ll all be ok. I promise.” He whispered in my ear. I nodded and sobbed into his chest muffling the sounds so Libby couldn’t hear us.

Slowly I rolled over, pain wrenching through my body enough to make me squeeze my eyes together to stop from making a noise. I tried to fold my hands under my head but then realized there was something in my mouth, in my nose, and a steady low beep every few seconds from something behind my head. The head of the bed was pitched at an awkward angle. The sheets were thin for too many washed and the thick blankets over me weren’t enough to keep me warm in this Artic room. It smelled sterile. My heart speed up as it set in that I didn’t know where or how I got where ever I was. I tried to move my left arm but when I did pain laced up my arm while a machine went off. I heard voices shuffle outside the room to my door, and someone stood up in the corner opposite from me.

Light spilled into the room, and I was suddenly nauseas. My eyes couldn’t focus on the things in front of me. All the voices were trying to take to me at once but the only clear voice I could hear was Owen. My world was spinning around me to fast to grab hold of. My head ached as if someone had sent a knife though it as I tried to sit up. I choked back tears as strong but gentle hands helped me lay back down. It was Owen. My senses became overwhelmed by his smell. City. His lips pressed to my forehead as a hand combed my hair back.

I closed my eyes deciding the pain was too much to fight. After a while everyone was quiet but I could feel the heat of their bodies still present. A nurse walked to my side.

“Kelly,” she said it as if a question, “If you can hear me I want you to squeeze my hand.”

She slid her fingers into my curled ones. I squeezed lightly but it seemed to drain all the energy I had.