Already His // Harry Styles Fanfic

Chapter Thrity-Three.

Maddie's POV

His words ran through my mind a million times. They kept replaying over and over with his voice sounding slightly sad every time. Now I was going to be over thinking this, I wouldn't be able to go to sleep till I came to a conclusion. Do I or do I not love Harry? His smile is so damn sexy on him and his eyes or a crazy green colour. No. I am just being pushed into my mothers trap. All she wants is for me to have a life she wants. Nothing I want. I can't love Harry. I just can't.

I turned on my side not answering Harry and sighed heavily. I didn't want to say anything. Not wanting to say the wrong thing was hard. I just didn't want to hurt Harry. I mean there is a big ass positive on the table that I could have his kid and I was getting married to him.

I liked the idea of having a kid. I was crossing my fingers that I would have one. And I knew Harry would be a good dad. He was a good person. Maybe this wouldn't be that bad. But I don't want it. I hate it. The idea of it, I just hate it.

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I woke up the next morning by myself. I looked over and didn't see Harry. I grabbed my phone and it was already 10:00am. I guess I will just stay home from school. There is only two days left not counting this one. I sent Harry a text.

To: Harry

Where are you?

I went out of the bedroom and decided to make myself something to eat. I was kinda hungry. I made toast and then went to grab my phone. Once I got it I looked and saw there was no text from Harry. I guess he doesn't need to tell me where he goes. He's his own person.

By 11:00am I sent another text to him. I wasn't worried I was just wondering where he was. Soon enough the time went by and Harry hand not came back home yet. Wait...home?

Well I guess nows a good time to do that pregnancy test. I went to the washroom and did my stuff then waited. After about five minutes I heard the beep and the test was done. I looked at it and dropped it to the floor. Positive. I am going to have mine and Harry's baby. I was happy and I couldn't wait to tell Harry. But where was he? It was like 5:00pm.

I gave up and tried to call him. No answer. Maybe I was getting worried? I guess I missed him. His green eyes, his smile, his voice. I missed him. I guess I do love him. Yes. I love Harry. I love him. Now that I think about it I want him.

I was just pushing it away. But now I'm admitting it. I love Harry, and I do want to marry him. I just didn't want my mother to win.

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How's that for a chapter?