Already His // Harry Styles Fanfic

Chapter Thrity-Four.

Maddie's POV

I refused to leave this flat. Harry was gone for the whole day and it was finally 11:00pm. I was tried and wanted to sleep. Slowly know that maybe something had happened to him, made me worry more and more. What of he was dead? What if he fled because he knows that I don't love him? Yet the want I feel for him is going crazy. I feel like I need him beside me. I crawled off the couch to change my clothes, putting on Harry's instead of my own. I felt like this was the best way to cope. Even if he was only gone for a day. I needed a way to cope. I crawled back to the sofa and sat down. Nightmare was just like me. Missing something from his poor little life. He had taken a liking in Harry. Cupcake tried helplessly to get him happy again but he would meow in lost hopes now and then.

I turned the t.v on a put on family channel. I really didn't feel like watching anything else. I also couldn't wait to tell Harry he was going to be a dad. I couldn't wait to tell him I loved him. I couldn't wait to tell him I don't mind my last name to be Styles. But where was he? This was killing me. He was gone with out a trace. I felt like I needed him here just to be happy. I laid down on the couch and closed my eyes humming a small tune. My eyes opened and then my mind flooded with lyrics. I grabbed my phone and went into notes and started to type down what I had. Perfect!

__**waffle was here**__

I woke up the next morning with Cupcake on my stomach and Nightmare at my feet. School wasn't happening. I made Cupcake get off my stomach so I could sit up. I felt sick. I ran to the bathroom and threw up mostly nothing. I guess this is what people call morning sickness. I hated getting sick and here I am. Getting sick. Fuck my life. But not the beautiful thing I was making out of all this. I couldn't hate that, I wouldn't. Whatever it was inside me I already loved.

I grabbed my phone when I got back to the living room and saw nothing from Harry. I sighed heavily calling Niall, who I came close with. No answer there either. I decided to text Perrie, Eleanor, and Sophia. After that I felt hungry. What was next mood swings?

Most of the time spent was texting the girls watching t.v and throwing up. Missing Harry couldn't go on the list because it was braking me. Once I fell in love with a boy and he decided that another girl was better for him, after endless times of telling me he loved me. That nothing would stop him from it. But it did, I found those two in our bed. And now my second love was gone as well. It was me, I was sure of it. I mess everything up and never get the feeling of love till it really hits me. And this time it's breaking me.

I tried calling Harry again and there was no answer. He surly hated me. He must have hated me. I told him I didn't love him, nor like him.

Soon enough night fell once again. Not wanting to sleep in that bedroom, I mostly just slept on the sofa. Again getting up here and there to throw everything and nothing out of my body. Great. I hated being sick. But this was leading to something more. But I need Harry. So it makes me feel hate all over again.

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Well my friends, Already His is coming to an end. I am so sad that it is. But I might make a 2nd book. So stay tuned on that!