Lauren's pov
"And, it's live." Joe says as it hit 100% on processed. At this point my heart was beating so fast. I grabbed joes hand and squeezed it so tight while he played the video. I was so nervous. My part was coming up. Oh he kept the bit in when i was all nervous. I start to shake..
"Lauren, are you ok, what's the matter." Joe says. Hugging me and trying to calm me down.
"Yep I'm fine, you just kept in the bit when I wasn't feeling too great."
"I can take it down if you'd like and re edit and upload." Joe says
"No Joe, I don't want you to do that because that would cause so much hate and I just can't take that right now." I say on the verge of tears.
Joe nods and carries on watching the video. With an arm wrapped around my back. Squeezing my arm.
"I love you Joe." I say looking at him.
"I love you too." He says looking back at me.
He's starts to lean in as do I, eventually we reach each other's lips. Kissing Joe made any situation 1000 times better. Joe made me feel safe and happy, not like any other boyfriends I've ever had. The only one that understands what I go through almost everyday, my panic attacks, my anxiety. I hate it all but having someone that cares for you is so wonderful.
"Have you calmed down now." Joes says as he lifts his lips off mine. A smile grows on his mouth, ugh he's so cute.
"Yep, can we read some of the comments." I say.
"Sure, only if you really want to." Joes says holding my hand again.
Omg congrats Joe
Omg Lauren's so pretty
#loe
Most of the comments were really lovely and kind, until you hit the horrible mean section.
"I don't want to look through the mean ones. I can't take anymore." Joe nods and gives me the biggest hug.
"Wanna go out clubbing or something, I know about how bad my anxiety is but I really rang to defeat it and feel like I can do anything." I say to Joe
"Are you sure we really don't have too, but if we do just remember I'm here all the way every step you take I'll be right beside you." Joes says
"Thank you Joe." I say and blush.
#loe yay or nay? Idk if I like it. If you have a suggestion for the ship name be sure to tell me
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