A Change In Life

I Am Here

"Hey what did you want to talk about?" I asked
"Um well you never told us why you cut?* he said awkwardly
"Oh um well my parents left me for money and drugs, I was almost raped and I was called slut and etc..." I said with my voice cracking
"I am so so sorry Aria. I love you so much and I only want the best for you."
"It's fine it's not you fault."
"Can I see them please?"
"Sure."
With that I pulled up my sleeves and showed him the cuts. There was 15 on each wrist. I began crying even though I hated crying. He held me and wiped my tears.
"Aria please you need to stop."
"I'm really am trying it has been more than 100 days. I promise."
"Ok."
"Luke I'm tired. Can we talk tomorrow?"
"Yea that's fine"
I nodded and laid down in his bed. He laid down shortly after and held me. I scooted closer to him and fell asleep. He fell asleep after he was for sure I was to make sure I didn't sleep walk or anything.
When I woke up, my whole body felt like it was on fire. It hurt badly. If seemed as if someone was stabbing me over and over.
"Luke!" I said waking him up
"What's wrong?"
"My body... It hurts!"
"Ok. I got you."
He picked me up and took me to the car. He sat me in his lap as he drove off to the hospital. I was crying into his chest the whole time. He held me as he drove.
Once we got there, he ran inside holding me. He gave me to a nurse as she put me on a hospital bed. I fell asleep crying while she was rushing me into a room.
I woke up an hour later. I looked around and saw the guys and needles in me.
"Hey your awake!" Maly said running up to me hugging me
"The doctors said that you have Mononeuropathy which is when your body burns and you have no control over it." Ashton said
"Oh well when will I be able to leave?"
"The doctors are gonna keep you here tonight but I said I would stay." Calum said
"Ok."
After we got done talking the guys hugged me and left. Me and Calum stayed there talking a little.
"Did you bring my computer?"
"No sorry do you want me to text the guys and ask them to bring it."
"No it's fine."
"Ok"
After a bit I fell asleep. Calum sat by me in chair texting the guys to let them know I'm OK.
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In my dream I saw the little girl agian.
"Why didn't you come with me?" She asked
"Because they love me!"
"No they don't! They lied! I love you!"
"Than why do you want me to die. Why don't you want me to stay!"
"... Whatever but just you wait! There will be consequences!"
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With that I woke and held Calum.
"What's wrong?"
"That little girl in my dream told me something bad would happen."
"It's just a dream nothing is gonna happen. I promise"
"I want to go home."
"Ok let me go ask."
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When he left the little girl slammed the door shut and turned off the lights. She was glowing red and angry.
"I told you there you be consequences!"
"Go away!!! Calum"
He began banging on the door but couldn't get in. She turned to the door and screamed. She turned the light back on, unlocked the door, and left.
"We are leaving now." He said picking me up and carrying me out.
I held out to him frightened.
"Are you OK?"
"Yea just scared."
I got in the car and held myself as he drove home. I began crying scared. He saw her... he knew what I knew.
We finally got home and I went inside.