The Dare

[25] Blessing In Disguise

[25] Blessing In Disguise

Treah's POV

Pagkatapos ng lahat-lahat, akala ko okay lang.

I thought, I can do this. For the sake of myself.

But I was wrong. Because right now, here I am in the bistro drinking tequila.

Masakit. And it hurts like hell.

Desperada ako pero what can I do? I'm just in love with him.

I need him. I want him. I love him.

Fck this thing called love.

After the phone conversation I went through with Carl, para akong nabagsakan ng langit at lupa sa sobrang sakit.

And it's even worse than that.

That time, after kong marinig ang sinabi niya sa akin, pinilit kong huwag umiyak. Pathetic isn't it?

"Okay. If that's what you want, I'll leave your house immediately. Goodbye."

Pagkatapos kong sabihin yan sa kanya, I didn't even notice that my phone was on the floor. I didn't know that I was crying until I saw my shirt full of my tears.

And that's when I started to cry and locked myself in my room. All that I do is sulk inside as I saw his face over and over again.

Lalo lang akong napapaiyak kapag nakikita ko siya. Everytime I open my eyes, all I can see is him. Only him.

And that's the time I persuaded myself to enter and enjoy the life here in the bistro.

All I need to do was to forget him and start a new life. That's my purpose for going here. To forget all my problems about that shtty love thing.

Besides, I don't have a so-called friends which I can talk to about the problems I'm facing right now. Because they know me as the Treah Justine Hamilton - Money is what they wanted from me in the first place so why bother have friends right?

I can't even talk to my parents because they're busy with their fcked up business. They didn't know that they still have a daughter who is alive and who needs their comfort.

Business minded people sucks.

The liquor entered in my mouth as it traces down intoo my throat. Damang-dama ko ang kapaitan ng lasa ng tequila. But still, hindi pa rin nawawala yung pain.

Kulang pa rin.

"Excuse me, one tequila again. Please add some ice and two lemons because it's so strong." I said as I hand my glass to the bartender.

Nakita kong mukhang nag-aalinlangan yung bartender. "Any problem?" I said strictly.

Mukhang pumasok na sa utak ko yung effect ng liquor. May tama na ata ako.

"Nakakarami na po kasi kayo Miss. May maghahatid po ba sa inyo pauwi?" Maghahatid? Nobody cares about me.

"Duh. Are you insane? Are you blind or what? May nakikita ka bang kasama ko?" Nakakainis tong bartender na to. I just want one glass and that's it.

Hindi ko na nga makuha si Carl, pati ba naman tequila hindi ko pa rin makukuha?

"Concern lang po ako Miss kasi mamaya baka mapagsaraduhan ka na po dito. Mukhang lasing na po kayo at baka may mangyari pa po sa inyo sa daan kapag wala kayong kasama." The bartender said. Well, he has a point there.

But I hate it. Wala na akong pakialam if something will happen to me because I know that no one cares about me so I have nothing to worry about.

"You know what? Just do your job. Isn't it your job to serve the customers but why are you complaining and arguing with me huh?" Sht. Mukhang nahihilo na ako.