Adopted Life Style

Here goes nothing

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Carson's POV

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"Would you like to be our daughter, Carson?"

"I - I - I - Ummmmmm. Can I have a minute please?" I asked and they nodded and I sprinted out of there.

I looked for Kanning and found him in the bathroom, peeing. "What the hëll, Carson?!?!" He yelled but still continued to pee.

"Me adopt to want they. I mean, they want want to adopt me." I said panicking. " I don't want to leave you, Kans! Your my baby!" I said hugging him while he pees.

"Carson I'm kinda you know, taking a piss!!" He shouted and he finished peeing and washed his hands I was still hugging him.

"I don't know what to do! Oh my gosh! I'm having a panick attack. I haven't had one since I was 12. Help me!!!" I screamed shaking him.

" 'When someone makes a decision he is really diving into a strong current that will carry him to places he has never dreamed of when he first made the decision.' That's an amazing quote. Tell me what it means to you." He said looking into my eyes.

"It means if you take risks you don't know what your instore for until you actually do it and think back to you first thoughts." I said looking into his eye and he nodded. This what we do when I panick.

" 'Once you've made your decision don't look back. Make it work.' What's that suppose to mean." He asked.

"Whatever choice you make it's all up to you and whatever you choose don't regret it. I don't want to do this. Please don't make me go." I said while crying.

A single tear fell from his eyes and I wiped it away. "Last one, 'Sometimes it's hard to pick right from wrong. The best thing we can do is go with our heart and hope for the best.' Tell me what that one means." He let more tears go.

"Kanning, no. Please. Tell me something to stay. Please. I don't want to go. I'm scared. Please tell me something to stay." I said crying and he cried too.

"Tell me what it means. That's what I want to hear. Tell me what it means." He said to me through the tears.

"It means there are good things that happen and bad things that happen and whatever your heart tells you, you should do it. I don't want to do this. Kanning I'm scared. What if they hate? What if I mess up? What if I get hurt? What if-" I was cut off by Kanning pressing a finger to my lips.

He smiled sadly and lifted my right arm. "Good things come to those who wait. You waited now it's time to accept the good thing. You always wanted a family who loved you. You might get it with them. If it doesn't work out I'm a phone call away. I love you, Carson. Don't forget that I love you." He said then hugged me and kissed my head.

"No this isn't goodbye." I put my wrist next to his and smiled sadly. "I have a family here. I can't leave you guys. I love you too much. How about a stay quote? Something to change my mind." I said to him.

He shook his head no "You and I both know you need and want this. 'Just do it' you've worn enough Nike's to know the slogan. It's time for new surroundings. Call me whenever. I'll always pick up unless I'm showering, peeing, driving or testing. I will always have you as #1 in my heart. Go and live your life." Kanning said smiling.

I nodded and walked out the bathroom with a tear stained face and saw Mr.Sams and Mrs.Sams. "I'll go. Please promise me I'll be able to visit my friends anytime?" I said and a tear escaped my eyes again.

"Of course you can. They can also. You should get packed up. We'll sign the papers." Victoria said and went to the kitchen to sign the papers with Olive.

Gage walked in the house looking bored. "Hey, Carsy. What's up?" He said hugging me and I hugged back for a long time.

"I'm being adopted. I'll miss you a lot. Whose going to bother me endlessly?" I said and stopped hugging him.

"Are you kidding me?!?!" He yelled and evryone came in the hallway.

"What's going on?" Zaylyn said and the tears came back.

"She's being adopted." Kanning said and the tears came down. Zay, Kay, Chels, and cried Kendall.

"NOOO! You can't leave Carzy!" Kay said while crying.

"I'm afraid I do. I need help packing. Does anyone want to help?" I asked everyone wanted to help.

We went up to my room to start packing my stuff away.

##2 hours and 45 minutes later##

"Yep. All set. Ready to go Carson?" Mr.Sams said and I nodded.

I was wearing a brown body fitting crop top with skinny jeans and brown combat boots. My hair was pulled back into a ponytail that was waist length because my hair grew over time and I colored the ends purple and blue. My bangs were to the side. I had in every piercing; studs on my nose and ear then upper piercing and the lower one has a brown 'C' and my belly ring is a silver diamond looking one. I had on my necklace that said 'H & C' meaning Haynes and Carson. He gave me the necklace as a welcome gift. I wore a bracelet that has everyones name on it except Bree cause she said it was cheesey.

"Well, this is where I leave. I'm going to miss all of you so much. Zay, I'll miss you and you'll always be my british babe. Kay, I'll miss your quiet but fun personality. Chels, I'll miss making up weird dances with you. Babyface, I'm going to miss you in general. You've helped me get over a lot of my troubles and the breakup. Thank you. Ash, brotha man I'm so not going to miss you. I'm kidding! That would be crazy if I didn't miss you. Kendall find a guy I would approve that last one was just a big, no. Damian, I'll miss you a lot. Even though things didn't work out with Oliver and I don't turn your back on Zoey she really does like you. Gage, my main man G. Don't forget me! Next time I see you and I get into a situation where I'm being chased by someone and you catch me, let go when I tell you. Lastly you, Damian I'll miss you a lot and I won't replace you as my pranking target. Olive thanks for everything. I love you guys so much. You've changed me, kinda. When you see Bree tell her I said 'Suck it.' she doesn't get my love. I love you guys!! See ya when I see ya!" I said hugged them and got into the range rover.

Here goes nothing. Now I have to live the 'Adopted Life Style'. I won't look back Kanning said don't look back so I sat there looking forward to the future. Here we go.

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