I did it

I Did It- Chapter 2

  I hate school but luckily I get to listen to music during class.  If they took that away, I'd never show up. My education has no importance to me. I ditch school almost every other week. I only show up every once in awhile. I want to drop out so bad but I'm not 18 so, I can't. Nope. 15 years old, undead in a dead beat town that I can't EVER get out of.

I decided to leave after lunch. I can't stand it anymore. No one picks on me, and I don't exactly hate anyone, but I just want to get away. My house is a 30 minute walk away but I need the exercise. My so fat and ugly. When I lift up my shirt, I see my hip bones sticking out. I'm not thin enough. The thinner, the prettier. I only drink, never eat. When I do eat, however, it just makes me want to puke. It's just gross.

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I walk inside my house and it smells like someone just got done cooking something. I felt my stomach flip but I made it to the kitchen. It was my mom.

"I'm just cooking this before I leave. Do you want any?" She says.

"No, I'm good." I reply.

"Why did you ditch school?" She put her spatula down and looked at me.

"I uh, I.. just.."

"Uh, uh, uh, what?" Her voice was raising. I felt myself tense up. "You don't want to be in school because you want to drop out and never have a job and be a dead beat all your life?!" She was starting to shout. She walked over and shoved me.

"I'm sorry!" I choked. "I can't stand school! I'm failing every class and I just..."

I felt her hand come across my face hard. I stumbled back, but didn't fall. I looked at her through my tears.

"I'm going to work now. Go into your room, do any homework you have, then stay in your room. I don't want to see you for the rest of the night." She said through her teeth.

I swear she said disappointment as she left...