I did it

I Did It- Chapter 6

I wake up still in the tub. The water's freezing and my skin's all wrinkled, starting to peel slightly. I sit up and sit down on the edge of the tub and strip naked. I put my head in my hands and puke in the tub, all over myself. Why can't I just fucking die already??

I drain the bathtub and walk into my room and grab my robe. After I put it on, I walk downstairs. My mom hasn't come home yet. I was starting to worry. I know she beat me but at least it was some sort of emotion.

I go back upstairs, grab my phone, and go back into the bathroom. I check my phone, hoping my mom texted me. She did. She had to work late and since our house is so far away, she's staying at her boyfriend's house. She said he might be over to check on me. Great. He's such a fuckface. I hate him. My mom deserves way better...

I take a quick shower, get dressed, and sit in the living room. I look at my legs and they're bruised. Good thing today isn't a school day. If anyone saw these, that would mean a trip to the counsler's office. I hear a knock at the door.

"Hello, Jai?" I hear. It's my mom's boyfriend, Nick. "Your mom told me to check on you."

I walk slowly to the door and unlock it and open it slowly, only showing my face.

"Yeah she texted me earlier. I'm fine. You can leave now." I said, trying to get him to leave me alone.

"Well, can I come in to make sure?"

"No, Nick. Seriously, everything's fine. I don't get why you don't believe me."

"Let me in you stupid whore." He busted through the door, knocking me down.

I ran but didn't get far. He grabbed my shoulder and pushed me up against the wall, pushing all of himself on me.

"You're going to be my slut for the next 20 minutes and if you tell your mom about any of this, I'll come back here and hurt her and you, you got that?" He whispered in my ear as he licked my neck, taking off my shirt.

"Go rot in Hell and become Satan's bitch." I said through my teeth.

He punched me in the gut and kissed me, shoving his tongue down my throat. I couldn't move, he was too big. I ripped off my underwear and shorts and started taking off his pants. I closed my eyes and told myself I was dreaming. The pills are affecting me and this is only a nightmare. I'm still in the tub...I'm still in the tub... I'm still in the tub....

I cried out as he pinned me to the wall and forced himself inside me...

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I couldn't see since I was crying so hard. He threw me on my bed and smiled evilly.

"Thanks for that, you bitch." He said, shutting my door. He turned back. "Next time, don't try to escape my grip. It'll be easier for both of us that way." He shut the door.

I ran my fingers through my hair and sat up. I cried out. It hurt so bad.. I still hurt. I walked to my bathroom slowly, trying to tell myself the pain wasn't real. I turned on the shower and started washing everywhere he touched me. I was myself down there for 30 minutes straight. Even after that, I still didn't feel clean. I looked at my wrist and they were bruised. He had gripped me that hard to keep me from struggling.

I got out and looked at my body. My neck had hickeys, bite marks, and some bruises. He wasn't gentle with me. I grab my phone and see a message from my mom, telling me she's coming home. I texted back: Mom, we need to talk...