Choices and Even More Choices.

Trapped

(This chapter is long & might be confusing because, there is many point of views between Lonnie and Liam. Enjoy! If you still can't understand what's going on I will explain at the END OF THE CHAPTER ~Anna)

This wasn't real. I don't know where I am. I'm trapped. Someone help me, I'm going crazy. Screaming and yelling, I want to get out. All I can hear is the question, 'Am I dead or alive?' Wake up Lonnie, wake up.

~ Liam's Point Of View. ~

Lonnie was in a car accident and I had to see her right away. I don't care if she refuses me to see me, I just wanted to see if she was okay. It was all my fault, she got into this accident. I signed, and got to my car. I get to the hospital, going to the front desk asking where Lonnie is.

"Excuse me, but do you know which room Lonnie Clifton is at? I'm here to visit." I said.

"Ah, yes. She's on the third floor in room thirteen." She said.

"Thank you." I said, smiling.

I head to the third floor, hoping she is okay. I felt really nervous in this elevator. I breathed in and out saying, 'she will be fine' I'm at the third floor, looking for room thirteen. I found it. Before coming in the room, I close my eyes telling myself it will be alright. I open the door, finding her not awake.

She looked so peaceful. Peaceful and beautiful. I wish she could wake up right now so I could hug her and tell her how sorry I really was. Her being upset at me, made me felt so angry at myself for doing this to her. It's all my fault and I had to make it up to her. I just needed to think.

I started getting many negative thoughts towards me. I was really angry at myself. The thoughts like, Come on Liam, don't just stand there looking at her. Do something you idiot. I shouldn't be so hard on myself. This was a car accident and I just want to be there for me. Be there for her when she finally wakes up.

~Lonnie's Point Of View~

I see myself. I see myself, sleeping. I wasn't awake. Am I dead? I looked around and I was so confused. I couldn't even touch anything, it was like I am a ghost or something. None of it made any sense but, I see Liam. Ew, why did he come and visit me? He's the last person I would want to see right now. Oh well, at least I'm not awake to see or talk to him. I still need to figure out what's going on before I go even more crazy.

I walk around and still continue to try to touch random stuff. I go next to Liam, watching at myself sleeping. I don't get it. I don't get how I see myself but, I'm right here. I've seen this on television but never really understood what was going on. That showed how slow I was. I look back at Liam again and I see that he's a bit upset. Right now he disgusted me.

It disgusted me on how he came to visit me. After he betrayed me, so weird. But yet again, it was sweet to see that he still cared. I'll worry about him later but for now I needed to figure out how to not be like this. I needed to be awake. I walk around, trying to think. I didn't know what to do and now I'm stuck. What if I'm like this forever? What if I end up actually being dead? I was alone.

~Liam's Point Of View~

I stand here, still continuing to look at her. I felt a cold breeze and I felt a bit odd. I should go downstairs and buy something for Lonnie. I want to surprise her when she wakes up. I head down to the gift shop. There was many flowers to choose from. I never really knew what her favorite flowers were. I guess I'll just choose the ones that looked beautiful.