There's More: A Black and Grey Compilation (BWWM)

Colorful Dreams (Conclusion)

The car ride was silent and awkward between Teddy and Tam. Teddy was on the verge of regretting what he'd done and Tamera was in deep thought about a lot of things. She sighed as she looked out the window and into the night. Those dreams from the past she couldn't even really remember consciously wanting Ted and it seems like from the beginning of time she wanted him to deflower her. She was in shock by how she didn't really know herself and how in denial she'd been. She was also, hurt by Teddy intrusiveness. He should have asked her before setting this up. She probably would've protested at first but then gone along with it because that's how things typically go. She huffed out a sigh. She watched as Teddy passed the exit to go to Shea's house.

"Aren't we going to pick up Tina?" She asked.

"We haven't eaten yet Tam," Teddy said quietly. He was still worried she was sore at him.

"I really don't have an appetite anymore Teddy. I just want to get comfortable and tuck my baby in and call it a night," Tam fussed and she felt a little emotional in the back of her throat.

"She's the only one you've been tucking in lately," Teddy muttered.

"Whose fault is that?" Tam asked outraged. "I don't want to argue!"

"Well then don't. I'm taking you home Mrs. Grey we are going to finish our night as planned," Teddy commanded as he took the next exit. Tam rolled her eyes and shook her head. She returned her gaze out of the window. She hoped he didn't think that anything romantic was going to cure her mood.

Tam entered their house with Teddy quick on her heels. The first thing she saw was a vase with a one white and one red rose. She tilted her head curiously as she approached the flowers there was an envelope addressed to My Friend, My Lover. She snorted a little before opening the envelope. Inside was an index card and Teddy's handwriting in red permanent marker.

Tonight I've seen your dreams and tonight I will graciously give you mine.

Tam looked over to her husband and was very confused.

"I feel it only fair that I share some of my personal thoughts after diving into yours so expectantly," he explained. "Can we finish tonight please?"

"In the car you were commanding it be finishing now you're asking," Tam chuckled and Teddy stepped closer to her. She cleared her throat and stepped back.

"I don't want to do it if you're not going to enjoy it," Teddy said bluntly with a shrug. "So it's up to you. I'd still rather have sometime alone together even if you're pissed so I don't plan to pick up Tina until later. Like I said earlier I just think we need some time Tam." Tam sighed and looked at the card again.

"So what's next?" Teddy smirked a little.

"It's upstairs ... I'm a little disappointed at this next part. I didn't know you'd be wearing this dress. There's something for you on your side of the bed." Tam rolled her eyes and shook her head. She figured it would be some kind of lingerie. She strolled upstairs and saw the fancy wrapped box. She quickly opened it and saw her old cheerleading outfit and another note inside.

These three pieces of material were a test of my sanity back in the day. I used to hate when you bend over and I catch a little glimpse of your spanks. I used to tell you all the time guys like your ass. I was the guy that really liked you booty Tam. Back then I felt so guilty for doing the one thing I didn't want anyone else to do ... objectify you. I convinced myself it was just the uniform and I had dealings with you friend. Plus, I thought I just had a fascination with ass so I figured she'd cure that itch. However, that wasn't it Tammy. It was the girl in the uniform that had me captivated and frustrated. That being said put it on Baby.