Hold On To The Memories *COMPLETE AND IN EDITING*

Chapter: 53

Rose POV

   "Hayes. Hayes... HAYES!" He shot up from his seat on the chair in our hotel room.

"WHAT! WHOS DYING!" i frowned.

"No one you idiot!" I started laughing but tried to be serious. He pulled me in and put me on his lap facing him. He kissed me, and i kissed him. We kissed. And kissed. And kissed. And kissed...

"GUYS HURRY UP GETTING READY WE ARE ALL MEETING IN THE LOBBY IN TEN!" A mumbled loud voice called from outside the door. We both stopped what we were doing (very annoyed) and got all of our stuff together. 

"You excited to see her?" Hayes asked through the bathroom door, i could still here him clearly though. 

"Of course why wouldn't i be? Besides even if she was coming i would still be excited. A lot has changed in the past six months. We never have our hang out nights anymore and everyone (mostly) always seems more...i don't know, um gloomy." That wasn't the exact word that i was looking for but it was close enough.

"Yeah, thats true. I just wish it was permanent. I would love for us to not only be together on our birthday but be together everyday. Sometimes people forget that we are twins cause we are never together anymore..." I could hear his voice crack as if he was about to cry, but i quickly lost intrest and got distracted on the thought that i had forgotten that today was his birthday as well. I waisted no time picking my phone up and creating a group chat with everyone, except hayes. 

-group chat-

RoseBlossem- Um guys we have a HUGE problem!

Blakie- Oh no what did you break?

RoseBlossem- Nothing! We all FORGOT that it is HAYES'S BIRTHDAY TOO!

Sydanator- OH SHIT!

CammyHammy- Oh wow, we are great friends!

TayTay- Well what do we do now?

RoseBlossem- Don't worry about it, i'm his girlfriend i got this. Just do one thing.

DannyBoy- What?

RoseBlossem- Act like you DIDN'T forget!

   Everyone responded with "Got it"s or "Ok"s. 

   Look at what you got your self into Rose. Now you have less than i don't know fifteen minutes to come up with a bomb ass way to celebrate both of their birthdays. 

Grace POV

   Haha, we forgot it is Hayes's sixteenth birthday too. Thats actually pretty damn funny if you think about it though. His "closest" friends and his girlfriend even forgot. I guess everything just kinda fell off its axis when Belle and Syd left. I guess nobody ever really realized what big parts of our tour they had. Syd was always the bitchy best friend you got to love and hate, causing issues but also being awesome at the same time. She was the one that stirred up the entertainment the "drama" i guess is the word. Belle, well shes something else. She is, well was, the out spoken person who kind of brought everybody together without anybody realizing it. Think about it. 

-She's friends with all the girls

-her twin has dated two of the girls

-she's friends with all of Hayes friends

-her best friends brothers are her really close friends as well

-always brings everybody together for the hang out nights

   Yet, here we are on the tour , doing just fine without her. I don't miss her as much as everybody else seems to. You would think i would miss her the most, but i don't. Ever since she left everyone had kind of been more "on there own" and seems more "free" I guess you could call it. Because (if you think about it) if theres not those two latch hooks to pull everything together, it will just fall apart. Strand by strand.   

   Thats not really why i don't miss her though. I don't miss her because i am sick and tired or always seeing her around everybody. That sounds stupid, here lets narrow it down to one "somebody" ...um, Sydney. 

Jacob POV

"Yes, Kaylei i'm fine. I've been telling that for months....Yep...uh huh. Listen i got to go down to the lobby ill text you later ok?...Yes i promise....Ok, bye." FINALLY! Sometimes she wont hang up the phone with me. Oh if your wondering who Kaylei is, she's well, she's my ex but we have been friends for a while. She's really starting to get kinda clingy though, cause every single day she asks me the same question. "Are you ok?" YES i'm fine! The truth is i'm not, i'm never fine. Every since Belle and Syd have been gone, i'm pretty sure you've heard this before, but everything has just changed so much. Too much. I miss her, yeah, but i always tell myself that ill get her back when she's ready, when she's healthy, and when she's happy. Thats all i've ever wanted for Belle. (And for syd too i guess, me and her aren't that close though). 

   Me and Rose have gotten a little bit closer in the past few months, she comes over to my room a lot, i don't share it with anybody so i have people sleep over from other rooms most of the time. Rose is one of them. She's one of those people who is automatically your friend but you just don't realize it until you see that they're there for you. Even though she is my older sister i've never been anywhere near close with her, i don't know why though. 

   I got a beep from my phone telling me that i had to go to the lobby at that very moment. On the way there i kept humming the same song in my head over and over again until i got there.

   When you go to sleep at night, or when you wake up in the morning, when you walk the halls...hey girl i know you want to flaunt it. Said this may be...the start of something new. (That was Jacob Sartorius's new song called "Sweatshirt" incase you didn't recognize it.)

   As everyone walked into the lobby it felt like soon to be old times. We all are never together unless there is a show, but besides that...never. Questions kept churning in my head over and over and over again...what if it isn't like old times? What if it's awkward and nothing goes back to the way it was like everyone is expecting it to be? What happens then? Will it ever truly be the same again?

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Hey guys! Thanks for reading, i know i said my chapters would be getting better and they will, but this chapter i know sucks booty. So like i say every chapter, just stick with me!

Thanks so much again!

                                              -Belle(bebe)