A Book of My Weird and Akward Life

Rants

I'm probably not the prettrest girl out there and I might be one of the most akward ones but Damn it I can't help but think about that. People might think I'm smart but I really am not, my head keeps saying 'you need to do better ' or 'wow that's all you can do' but thats not all I'm upset about. I also am pretty upset over many things that happened to my family members that are having a bad time right now. First was my mom then was my very close family member. She is 10 and is okay at the moment so she will come home next week.....but im still upset over what she has done.I have very few people to talk about my feelings but...  I don't much because I don't want to seem selfish. I don't even care right now... And am pretty much a crybaby for crying right now, but hey I guess it's the only thing I can do right.  This is pinkieshy2700