So lately one of my friends have been .....we'll not avoiding me,more like leaving me let's call her ..... Anna .she had been saying "I'll be there for you don't worry."no,no,no she ditched me over some other girls that are way cooler than me. And that's my problem;there is always that one girl who is better than me.You have no idea how lonely I look,Breyton is the only one who cares!!!! Even if he hangs out with his guy friends two days ago I understand because he needs time to be with guys,he usually has to hangout with girls. So Anna always picks the better girl than me .........or am I jealous.... But still I feel sad I don't have anyone to myself :( like that one friend you always hang with. I feel like sh*t that I don't belong here that I'm useless,socially awkward,and stupid I guess I wish my mom was around..... But she's not dead she just has a sickness and she is in a different country........ She is not good and then my dad he's usually not around he works to give money to help my mom. I see my dad get very tired and for my mom I have to see her in face time .only. So occasionally my dad would have a screaming fight with my mom.And since my mom is sick she would say stuff that she doesn't mean to us. Then my dads family and moms family would fight a lot about the sickness.then my moms siblings would rarely see my mom and my dads family take care of her,But I'm glad my aunt is there for me also my dad he always has time to ask how I'm feeling or doing.so ha this happened a year ago when my mom was sick and she still is but we are going to help her as much time we have so don't worry :) this is pinkieshy2700 out.

JE LEEST
A Book of My Weird and Akward Life
Randoma rant book about me (pinkieshy2700) and my thoughts. Hope you enjoy I might. regret this. :)