A Book of My Weird and Akward Life

Its been a while

I doubt anyone will read this but .. The first time I typed my life was when I was in seventh grade, I was so small not to mention cringy, But I've been through a lot in my freshman year my friends had problems, my crush broke my heart and I have become a lazy ass who won't do anything in her life but read fanfics ,read mangas  ,and ,watch anime  ;),That's not a good thing. But I got through them all  . I felt neglected when my crush ignored me but I thought it's not over I can be free he lost his chance and you know what ,he ain't worth my time anymore. I won't cry or rant or even freak out anymore, I will take control of my feelings .same goes for the split of my friends,... But I always see the bright side of things that move me forward , that's how I'm able to wake up in the morning everyday  and I'm not even sad anymore I'm relieved.