Why? // Bade.

3. One.

Jade's POV

So my day's been pretty bad.
Why you may ask? Well first of all, Beck and I fought. And second, my dad kicked me out. And I mean kicked me out. When I say kicked me out, I mean every entrance locked until tomorrow afternoon.
But as Beck connects our lips, I forget about my day. I only pay attention to the boy I love who's on top of me. The one who's lips are on mine. I moan into his mouth and kiss him the slightest bit harder.
Beck moves his lips off mine to catch a breath, but I grab his face and kiss him again. He pulls away.
"Beck!"
He laughs at me.
"What?!"
"Nothing. Just wanted to tell you that I love you."
I smile at him quickly, "Love you too."
Beck leans in and kisses my neck, then leaves a trail to my jaw, up my face, and to my relief, my lips. I suddenly feel a feeling of.... Of need. I feel like all I want, no, I need all of Beck. I want to be only his, and he'll only mine.
So I push my lips harder into his. He moans into my mouth. Beck's hands find their way to my waist and rub it. I moan into his lips this time.
My hands travel up and down his back, then stop on his strong abs. Soon enough though, they make their way up onto his chest. His hands move up and down my back now. I moan again and kiss him harder.
I did not know this much force could be put into a single person's mouth. Hopefully I'm not hurting Beck. I pull back and search his eyes.
"Am I hurting you?"
He smirks and shows his sexy lopsided grin, "In a good way."
He leans back and kisses me as hard as I was doing to him. And he's right, it does hurt in a good way. Beck's hands travel from my waist up to my shirt. I suddenly feel his warm hands on my stomach. His hands slide up and down. Up and down. I moan loudly into his lips.
That's when he pulls his face from mine. Beck searches my eyes for a while.
"Can I?"
I stare at his hot face. And for a minute I don't get what he's saying. But then I do.
He wants to do IT.
I nod.
"I love you Beck. I'm all yours."
He smiles at me, "I'm all yours."
He connects are lips and begins to slowly pull up my shirt. I pull up his. We both begin to pull each other's pants down. We do this until we lay on top of each other in our undergarments. Beck in his grey boxers. And me in my matching black bra and.... And panties. (I hate that word!)
Beck stares at me.
"What?"
"You look good in black satin."
I laugh.
"You have good abs."
He smiles and kisses me.
I suck in a breath when I feel his hands on my back; unclipping my bra. It slides to the floor.
Beck stares at my naked upper half, then my face. I blush.
"You're beautiful Jade."
The rest happens so fast. Soon enough, I'm staring at my naked boyfriend for the first time. He stares at me.
"Love you."
He enters me seconds later. It hurts. I remember being forced to go into a class that taught you about growing up and boys and such. So I should've seen it coming. It's going to hurt me the first time.
Lucky Beck though, he only feels pleasure. Something I have to wait for.
Beck moans, and I change my perspective. Doing this, I'm showing my boyfriend how much I love him. We're one right now. That's what I want. So I night my lip and go with it.

Once Beck enters me the second time tonight, I finally get to feel my own pleasure.

Beck and I are one.