Is Niall Horan really my soulmate?

Chapter 19

Emily's POV

"What's wrong my princess?" Niall asked. I couldn't even move, I'd dropped my phone and I just stood there. What am I going to do? Niall will be DEVASTATED that he had most of the part in this. But it's not his fault. It's mine. I should've never asked him to go. "Emily you're scaring me, what's wrong?" he asked, slightly raising his voice which isn't helping right now. "You wanna know what the problem is?" I asked annoyed but still remaining frozen. "What's wrong, is because of YOU" I said annoyed, jabbing my finger towards him. Now I wasn't frozen, but I was tense. "THE CALL WAS TELLING ME I DIDN'T GET ACCEPTED INTO HIGH SCHOOL, OK?" by this time I was crying and he was frozen, trying to take all of this in. "I-I-I-I'm s-s-s-sorry" was all he could say. Some times I wonder if he knows how sensitive my feelings are. I ran down the hallway into a small closet and curled into the fetal position and cried into my chest. I'm upset that I'm not accepted into high school! This would've been my last year in school! I got all A's and B's on ALL of my report cards starting in kindergarten. I was always at the top of my class. This can't be happening. This has to be a dream. I pinch myself over and over again, this Is life, I have to face it, not be afraid of it. I move stuff around in the pitch black closet until I find my laptop which I always hide. I open it up and go on Safari. I type in 'Online 12th grade' and a million things pop up. I do some research on them and in the middle of it a really bright light blinds me. I look up and see the door was opened. Niall was behind it. "Look babe I'm sorry. I really, honestly didn't mean it. I honestly didn't realize it meant so much to you. Will you forgive me?" He asked and crammed himself next to me in the closet and shut the door. "Fine" I gave in and I could hear "yay" coming from him. It made me giggle because I love this side of him. The childish side. He sounded like a kid getting permission from his mother to go to his friends house for the day. He peeked over my shoulder. "What 'cha lookin' at?" he asked. I turned the computer towards him so he could see. He just nodded his head. I clicked on the best one (based on my research) and started to fill out the online form. We filled it out together, any questions I had about it, he was right there to tell me the answer. We ended up shifting a lot and cuddling together. My head was on his shoulder and he was leaning his head on mine. Every once in a while he would kiss my head. He knew I was a little insecure. So when he pecked my head, he would whisper reassuring thugs such as:

Beautiful

Stunning

Gorgeous

Those word were all I needed to feel better about myself. If I heard those words everyday from my family, I wouldn't be like this. But they didn't, so I am.

Later

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As I stumbled out of the closet I was able to finally breathe. The air was running short in there. The whole time Ni and I were filling out the application form. I'm finally done and I start my classes next week, August 28th. Niall goes on tour August 29th so it works out. I can focus on my classes all day long and Niall won't have to worry about me. I'll be safe in the security of my home.

Niall's POV

It's the least I can do for her. I need to get her something. But I don't know what. I have one week to think, then I go on tour. I really, don't want to. But I have to, to keep my career going. To be able to live my dream, to let Emily live hers. I think what she's always wanted was a vacation to a tropical place. That's what I'll do! I'm setting up a trip to somewhere tropical! But how am I going to tell Emily? I know. I can mail her letters with clues as to where we're going! But when? I think it's going to be after the tour and Emily's courses. A nice graduation present for her. I went to my office and sat down at the desk, opening my laptop to try and research some fun places. Oh I know! Our one year anniversary is July 26th! I'll be done with the tour and she'll be just about done with her courses too. Perfect. I started bookmarking different travel agencies so I'd have them for later. Then I typed into google: tropical places to go. A million things popped up. But the one that caught my eye was the first one. 'Hawaii, the perfect place to propose to your loved one' I clicked on the link and it brought me to Hawaii's 'Official Webpage' and I did some research. I want to make this as perfect as possible. Just then there was a knock at the door. I quickly shut the laptop and grabbed the first book I saw. "Come in!" I yelled and in came Emily.

Emily's POV

"Whatcha' readin'?" I asked. He was holding a dictionary upside down. "Oh, just brushing up on my vocab!" I giggled. "Um your book is upside down. I hope you know that." I informed him. "I know, that's how the cool kids do it." He told me. "Your considered cool?" I asked him, teasing him. He looked up at me with a surprised look "Oh really?" He asked and stood up slowly, setting his book down on the desk. I giggled because he was taller than me. "Oh really?" he repeated. "Ya really" I told him, going on my tippy toes. He picked me up and put me over his shoulders, like a sack of potatoes. I was hitting and kicking when I had a flashback.

*Flashback*

When he picked me up, I was so scared. Niall was running after me, and so were the apple employees. He ran with me slung over his sshoulder and I was kicking and punching him, in hopes to get away. "No one moves, nobody gets hurt!" he yelled. Then the cops ran in. He stabbed me in the stomach, then cut my leg and ran away, before everything went black.

*End of flashback*

I screamed. I know Niall wouldn't stab me, but I don't want to think of it. He quickly set me down on the couch and I broke down crying. That memory scares me. It scares me a lot. "Oh my gosh Emily I'm so sorry" he says and I look up. His face is full of concern and he sits next to me cuddling the rest of the night.

Later In the week

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Emily's POV

Today is my first day of courses. I'm so excited. I decide to go to the store so I can get a pair of new headphones with a speaker so I can talk instead of type. "Niall are you coming with me?" I shouted. I'm currently outside his office door. "No thanks I'm working on something have fun!" he yelled back. Oh well. I grabbed my keys, my phone and my purse and I hopped Into the car, going to the store.

Niall's POV

Right now I'm busy researching the trip. I leave tomorrow for the tour so this is kind of one of my last days to do this. I go on different websites, research resorts and look at some reviews. Emily went off to the store to get something. I can't go because I have to finish up my research before I have to pack.

*DING DONG*

That's the doorbell. I got up from my seat at my office to open the door. "Hello?" I ask and open up the door. There are all of the boys. "Hi!" They say in unison. "Do you need help packing? Because all of us are done." Liam said. "Oh......ya......um...come in guys!" I said "ok Niall what are you doing now that we don't know about?" Louis asked. "I'm trying to plan something that's a surprize for Emily. Just stay out of my office please?"

~A/N

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~Lauren