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The rain pours. I am here sitting on my chair and watching every drop of rain that peldet against the windowpanes. I picked up my pencil and write again a poem. Writing is not my passion; it is just my past time.
Even though life is absolute bullshit
About more than half of the time
I do believe it's worth it
It's all been truly worth, hasn't it?
I mean life did bring me you
You have helped me do everything
You have made all the bullshit more than
Worth it, because you gave this value life
I stared again at the window. Sighing deeply. I promised today that I will love myself.
I pat my head, I remember him, again. Tss. It was really fresh in my memory, and how we end up this way.
***
It is a typical morning for me. The sun emerge in the sky. I am devising to go in the amusement park cause lately I've become exhausted because of school organization.
I called Beatrice to join me. She answered it immedietly.
"Azaleaaaa! I hate you, you know that?! GRRR." She shouted.
"What now? I only call you, what's the matter?!" I asked, a little bit annoyed.
"You ruined my precious dream! Philip and I are about to kiss but my cellphone rang and there I woke up. I really hate you." I laughed, this is a crazy woman.
"Okay fine! I'm sorry. I called you because I want to ask if you can join me at the amusement park."
"My god! Sorry Azalea, I can't. Ugh, you know I .. I need to find a job." She whispered.
"Ahh. Sorry I forgot about that. Okay, Sorry for disturbing you. Go back to sleep again. Bye." And I ended the call.
So I guess, I'm only the one who will go to the amusement park.
I just wear a simple mustache top and a short.
After a half hour I am here, screaming at the top of my lungs. Whooo! This is so great! I'm now riding on a roller coaster!
After that, I buy some foods and then ate them all. So boring! And suddenly a man sit in front of me.
He wears a black jacket, have a piercing in his ears, he looks like a gangster.
"Are you done checking me?" He asked. I was a little bit shocked and turned my eyes in other direction. "I'm not checking you." I asked a bit annoyed. And then he chuckled.
He stood up and said "Are you alone?' I nodded. "Good, do you want me to accompany you?" he asked. I just stared in his eyes, he's waiting for my answer. I stoo up too to face him.
"My mom told me not to talk with strangers." I whisper I think he heard that,
"Sorry I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Justin." He smiled. Daaaaaaaaaaaamn! He's hot!
"A-azalea. My name is Azalea." I smiled, awkward. I reached out my hand for him to shake hands.
"Nice to meet you, Azalea."
"So, shall we go now?" He asked. I chuckled and then nodded.
We ride in Space Shuttle Max, Rio Grande Rapids, Jungle Log Jam, Wheel of Fate, Anchors Away. I must say that this day is really fun with him.
I think I like him, funny isn't it? Yeah, I know but there's a part of me that says I like this guy. He's not really my type but everytime he look in my eyes, butterflies everywhere.
***
It's already midnight. We are here walking in the street. I feel the soft breeze that touches my skin and then he removed his jacket and put it on me. He's so gentleman and caring too. He offered that he will bring me at my home safe.
"Thank you for this day Justin." I started the conversation. "I really enjoyed this day." I stopped at face him, he stopped walking too. He looked in my eyes and say "I like you, Azalea." I was shocked and I only hear the throbs of my heart. "Y-you're joking right? Hahaha. Funny." I said, stammering.
He looked in my eyes, "I'm dead serious, Azalea. I like you. You're so simple and typically not my type but there is something about you that makes my heart skip a beat. Is it really weird if I say that in this moment I believe in 'Love At First Sight' The moment I saw your face for the first time and I start believing in love at first sight. Damn, I'm crazy." And he chuckled that sent shivers down my spine.
I smiled. This feeling is ecstatic.
You grab my waist and pull me closer to your body. You looked in my eyes and down to my lips while biting yours and look back into my eyes again. We stared for a moment and you grab gently my face then slowly lean and you claimed my lips.
And I swear in that moment, an angel and a devil fell in love.
***
Wanna know what happen next? We broke up.
After 3 months of our relationship, the day of our anniversary we say our goodbye.
And even if we never talk again, please remember that I'm forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me.
We were once so perfect that I swear I thought we could last forever.
I stared at my paper. It's not the goodbye that hurts but the flashback that follows.
I smiled. I am strong.
Hakuna Matata it means no worries for the rest of your days,
so don't worry,
you'll end up okay.
You only got now,
so don't wrinkle your brow.
Do what you want.
Do what you must.
Do what makes you happy.
'Cause that's,
all that counts.
Because Hakuna Matata,
I ain't got much,
but I got what I need.
I know I'm only me,
but damn,
I'm happy.
And again, I wrote another poem.
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